my mind

well many things hav happened this few days. things that i tot wun happen.
mayb this throughly makes me think alot. guess i learn things the hard way.
many ppl gav me encouragements. but i guess the ppl i truly thank are my
mum and sam. mayb wad they hav said to me really let me noe that im nt
understanding enough, n this timeout wil allow both of us to tink things thru.
but im nt sure if its too late for regrets. but of coz i hope for the better. like
sam said a time out for us wil make this relationship stronger. but of coz it
may go the other way which is the bad way. im nt mentally prepared.
but one thing i noe is i'll accept wadeva that comes. i guess i realise that my life
is all abt him. perhaps thats one thing i nv tot i was. but only come to realise
when my life suddenly became empty without him. i was lost.
im nt sure how long this timeout wil be. hopefully he wil start to tok after a week?
it depends. time may be tough to pass. but im sure i can pass through them.
i'll be strong. n await the day he comes back. i trust he wil. n if he does, all i wanna say is.
sorry n im truly goin to change. i hope its nt too late to realise all this now.
i hope this relationship wil be worth a second chance.