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[稻 香] 詞：周杰倫 曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

shit happens

another relationship of mine has failed...its time to move on again...
but i guess like darling said...he'll always be there for me even if everyone else arent.

loves loves...i gt to be strong..

shattered

i really miss u so much...yet i gt no idea y u haven been online nor replying me...
nor are u even returning my calls. i feel like a wandering soul sometimes...
im tired. tired of thinking abt u but u'll nv there for me.

darling, if only u could make me feel better right now.

u make me feel confused. do u really love me like what u said u do?
why is it u'll nv worried abt me, nv cared abt me, nv put me above ur frens?
y did u left me alone all the time waiting for u. y din u even let me see u.
im torn n broken...i no longer noe how to mend it back...

i finally found someone

Ohh yeah...mmmmm

I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet,
I finally found the one, who makes me feel complete.

It started over coffee,
We started off as friends,
Its funny how from simple things,
The best things begin.

This time its different, (nah nah nah nah)
Its all because of you, (nah nah nah nah)
Its better than its ever been,
Cause we can talk it through...

My favorite line,
Was can i call you sometime?
Its all you had to say,
To take my breath away.

Chorus:

This is it,
Oh i finally found someone,
Someone to share my life, i finally found the one,
To be with everynight
Cause whatever i do, its just got to be you
My life has just begun, i finally found someone

Did i keep you waiting? i didn't mind.
I apologize. Baby thats fine.
I will wait forever just to know you were mine.
You know i love your hair, are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear, isnt it too tight?
Your exceptional, i cant wait for the rest of my life...

Repeat Chorus

Cause whatever i do, its just got to be you
Oh my life has just begun...i finally found...someone.

i am but a fool.

i cant believe how cold u are to me on the phone when i called u last night.
i called coz im worried abt how u are when i heard abt the typhoon.
i called coz i miss u. u din even sound happy to hear from me. y?
i was so upset i almost cried.

u always sound that way when there's someone next to u.
if not, usually u are always so sweet to me.
i cant believe u sound so cold. u sound so unwilling to tok to me.

y in the first place do i stil miss u n care so much? stupid me.
such a fool.

i love you

wo bu shi bu ai ni er li kai ni...
wo zhi xi wang ni shi shu yu wo yi ge ren de.

郭富城 - 錯愛的呼喚

歌名: 錯愛的呼喚
演唱: 郭富城


最近你好嗎　他跟你算甜美吧
然而我要你記住將我背心沾濕那滴茶
遊羅馬當蜜月了嗎　暫借給他絕代芳華
然而我命你　終生要記得溫馨在文華

我待你好嗎　那次差點一絲不掛
仍然揹你披風帶雪亦值得牽掛
臨行咬過現在痛嗎　但你舉起淡綠的茶
垂頭說太愛誰為日後著想不要嫁

＊明明你也自命率真　怎麼變了認命的人
　為何以為逃離了最愛便是再生

＃如果這算是愛　我也不忍責備你傻
　我也許都有做錯　能值得死去活來世上有幾個
　除非他像我　你怎麼可以認錯
　若有天找到下個　如若跟他吻別時會令你很痛　問我

你待我好嗎　當天送你那束花
懷疑你喜歡得將它每晚都深呼吸幾下
其時你愛暫住我家　渡過今生未渡的假
為何當初天搖地陷亦未必想到嫁

Repeat ＊,＃

誰輕輕叫喚你　你也急於再入愛河
我也許都有做錯　每個他走了又還你事後也記起我
除非他像我　你怎麼可以認錯
我最多准你恨我　誰願分開了六年會問掛念我麼
誰令你嘴角仍然暗暗覺得痛　是我

love love...love sick...

old man		lil girl
	49 %

The chance of a relationship working out between old man and lil girl is not very big, but a relationship is very well possible, if the two of you really want it to, and are prepared to make some sacrifices for it. You'll have to spend a lot of quality time together. You must be aware of the fact that this relationship might not work out at all, no matter how much time you invest in it.

Sometimes its sad to know...

the names are changed...

poem by beloved

From Him:

goddess indeed,
divine i see,
the love thee showered,
dreams thee cast,
flow into thy river of love gushing through thy veins
sending shivers down my spine with the courage to stand up high once again.

baby... this poem i just wrote is especially written for u this very minute. hope u like it.
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From me to him:
i am touched...

the wynners in spore videos

month of july

went with mum for the wynners concert...AH B is so HANDSOME! haha
i kept repeating that in mum's ear...think she must have tot her daughter have
gone nuts...haha...but then...he's in his 50s! he doesnt even look like 45...
anyway, the concert was fantastic...never did i expect i would love it so much.
i even bought the cd! haha...album pic as below...its the wynners in Hong kong concert.
i wonder if darling knew abt them. :)

oh btw, thanks yao quan kor kor for the tickets...mum's really happy!

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my birthday is coming...just two days more...received alot of pressies...
my fav of all now was the mango cheesecake nette made for me.
so sweet of her.

last yr's bday was a simple yet memorable one...i had him with me.
i had the one i love most by my side to celebrate with me.
this yr...i just hope for the best.
i only wish u were here to celebrate with me.

maybe i think too much...therefore i fell sick.
maybe...im not at all excited for my bday. not at all.
its just another day without u.

as im typing this...my mind is filled with all images of you.
i cried.

michelle & i

my new found girlie! sweet gal...LOVE LOVE!

restless love

if only the world can stop when we're together.
if only time stay where it was.
if only we can turn back time now.

frustrated with life i am.
sometimes i wonder y god let me suffer this way.
y cant i just be with the man i love so much?

im tired. i wanna rest.
good night now everyone.
its time to rest.

our love lies in my heart

hearing your voice just comforts me...
it lets me know that you are doing fine.
i have missed u so much darling.
i hope u are missing and thinking of me every min too.

HK must be a fun place. though i've been there when i was younger.
i cant really rem where to shop, where to find nice things to eat.
where is romantic...i guess u noe where to find those places.
one day i will go visit you one day. be with u. lie by your side...
i wanna bear hug u like i used to. look at u when u fall aslp.

u look gorgerous u noe that? when u're aslp, when u're awake.
darling u just look great no matter where u are, what u wear,
in all ways u look great. i love u baby...i longed to see u.
i hope i can see u soon. i need to save money...and find the right time...
just wanna be with u alone baby...just the two of us.

missing you

My heart aches when I talk to you
My heart aches when I don’t hear from you
My heart aches when I long for you

I don’t know why
You’ve taken over my thoughts
I can’t explain

You’re still a stranger
Far away
I want you close by

I miss your embrace
Holding you close
My heart aches

I miss you!

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darling i want you more than you can imagine.
i might have tried to move on with life.
but truly i've missed you every min.
the poem speaks of whats deep down in my heart.
i wish you tell me how much you want me.
i wish you show me how much you love me still.

loving him and not forgetting

my last entry i tok abt my sucky life, my ex who cheated & my job which i lost.

this week i shall tok abt how complicated love is.
been tokin to m. finding out how he is...gt me into missing him more than i already did.
he called me in HK, i called once a awhile. so far actually only once.
he mentioned : " its a pity we have to end like this."
was it because of wad everyone say abt him that made me believe that everything i see
is true? im really confused. i love m, up till now i stil do. i cant forget him, dream of him,
miss him.
today he dedicated a song to me. and when asked what is the thing he remember of our
r/s, he answered. "u are like my hands , my legs and my mind.. u just know how to do everything to lessen my burden in anyway..." i melted.

sucks

life's getting so tiring that sometimes i just dun wish to live.
the whole week i've been drinking and drinking like no tomorrow.
terrible week, i week i wish i can forget.

found out m has been lying to me all the while. he has more than just one gf.
or one other gf. apparently i heard he has more than a handful.
i din want to believe abt maggie...my boss's cousin. heard m n her are together
but i choose to deceive myself. tues night...my smart boss gave me her number
and gave her my number as well. we smsed. she told me to go meet her at dungeon.
which was where m is at that time as well. i went down hoping to find out things for
myself too. and yes i did. they were abt to get up his car. he gt a shocked when he saw me.
pretended that i was drunk. pretended that me n him = nothing. he even asked him buddy,
mel to come out and get me away. and guess what....just half an hr before i went down dungeon,
he msged me "i love u". my heart was torn to see him drive off with her. BUT...maybe it
was a good thing i have too many ppl that dotes on me...n mel is one of them.
he told me many many things, m is just a player. i shall not get into details.
m is in HK now. good for me. dun have to see him. i heard he told others that me n him broke up
but i kept pestering him. n he mentioned abt sex. haa..irony how others can stil think he n i really
broke up...so y the sex huh?

anyway, fri...my boss gt back. found out from others that i made a commotion at dungeon that
night...but seriously i din scream nor anything...all i did...ask m what is goin on.
anyway he oso heard abt c....so i was questioned if i was with c. n i admited...
so there goes my job. i have to tender my resignation TODAY! but i have yet to find another job.
im happy with c right now. cayman cannot be any better...he stood by me when he noes abt m.
he stood by me when i cried over m.

so heres my shitty week. lost the one i love most, been with him for a yr to only find out he's
cheating on me all the while. lost my job coz i choose an agent as my bf. life really cannot suck any much more.

man n woman

许茹芸/阿穆隆

男人女人

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
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my man, my love, my all.
i love you.

stupid love...

im goin to the singapore flyer later this evening!!!!!!!!!
with my mum n bro. i cant wait. though my dream is to go up with darling but
i guess it does no harm goin with mum n bro first. theres always another time
to go with darl when he's free. :)

darling's been busy like a bee. no time for me. whats new anyway.
sometimes loving someone we just gt to learn to accept things.
if we cannot accept things the way they are, and the other party couldnt change,
there is no way things can ever work out.

love is a really complicated thing.

*to bestie:
i really hope u think abt things bet u n him. he sucks to me. and i dun see why u should ALWAYS
be the one doin things for him. he doesnt deserve u. if gaming is so important to him, he should
just date his games, be in a relationship with his games and marry his games. it hurts me to see
u crying coz of him...and the next day u could stil send him to work n stuffs. wad? u're his
personal chauffeur? i know you willingly do all this for him but is it worth it? does he appreciates it?
what can he do for u in return? my answer for u....NOTHING. i hope u dun let me words be on a deaf
ear. dun hurt those that really care n love u. like me & u noe who. u two been together for a long time...
i know its hard. but in the long run, if things are stil this way, you're goin to suffer more.
think abt what i've said to u at simpang bedok. i believe i made sense to u.
i'll be here whenever u need. love u! *huggles*

my heart

*took this from bestie's blog.
totally meant everything im feeling.
i miss him. though he is right in front of me while im typing this entry.
i miss holding his hands n hugging him tight...sigh

sorrows fills my day

i used to be happy. i used to smile.
i used to have you by me. where are you my love?
each day seems to pass slow as the dark clouds fills my day.

i seem to be clubbing alot more...i seem to be drinking alot more.
i seem to lose control of myself. im afraid to be sober. i need you.
please come back to me soon.

dun doubt my love for u though i betrayed you first.
dun doubt me no more...for i've made up my mind to only love u now.

the true love of us...

my precious came back...
its all that i ever wished for...
i love him so much i'll never do anything to hurt him ever again...
this promise is made to myself n him.
i'll be stupid to ever lose my future husband again...
he's the only one who will really take care of me for the rest of my life...
the one that loved me so much he cares deep inside..
the one that is always there to support me thru ups & downs...
we laugh & cry together...i'll never wanna be left alone without you again darling.
NEVER.

i totally regret whatever i've done previously...im sorry...

love love love

i cannot explain the love i have for you.
totally in love with u...

the day has come.

as the above mentioned.....
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

almost lover

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

argh

my bf is in indonesia...yet i dun noe about it at alll!!!!!!!!!
i feel fucking useless...n meaningless to him...
someone pls tell me what to do...i need to do the right thing...

stupid life.

my body has given up on me officially.
anything i eat, will just be vomited out.
i think its a sign that im too fat.
darling wants me to see doc but i think im using my own health
to make him worried a lil more. coz it seems he nv cares.

february the month to show love...

Chinese New Year is just around the corner...then comes valentine's day.

CNY
its totally meaningless to me now. maybe its coz i've grown old.
getting ang baos are just a must...think about it, what u get from others is
probably what ur parents have to give back to their kids.
reunion dinners? all the more boring...it is only meaningful when the ppl
that are gathered are precious...sumtimes i wonder y is ppl that arent welcome
there as well. this dun wanna see that...end up?? two reunion dinners...how weird.
i swear im not goin the second one. plain stupid. cny is just the same old routine...
visiting the same old places. it has become a habit...not sth i look forward to.
the only thing i love now is the lonnnnngggg break! how cool. i do hope i get to spend
time with those i love. =)

valentines
well well...its the day to show love again...am i goin to spend it with him?
or will he be too busy that day for me again...i duno. i dun wanna hope.
i dun wanna think too much but i did tell him what i wish he could do...
he almost forgot about the day...how could he...i do wish it will be a special day for me.
just like my 21st birthday...simple yet memorable.

tts all folks...im just venting my frustrations here. gdbye.

how true

Angel's Heart

You fall in love quickly and easily.
You give so much in a relationship, and you don't expect much in return.
You love always seeing your lover and you just love them as they are.
You have a huge desire to whomever you love and you stay in love forever.

baby's back

my darling's back, stressed...tired...unhappy.
now...i duno to be happy or sad that he's back.
he doesnt even seems happy to see me. but i missed him very much...
i cannot believe after so long of our so called relationship without proper dates...
i stil love him so much. can i ever give him up for my own happiness sake? i wonder.

for now, i love u hubby.

AHHHHHHHH!

hate to say i love you...
i hate love. i hate loving. i hate everything about love.
it sucks sumtimes it really does.

i've been drinking till my stomach is goin to give up on me soon.
i think it hates me.

silence me.

words are not to be spoken.

the goodbyes

its year 2008 already. one month has almost passed as well.
doesnt feel like a new year. everything seems to remain as it is.
my health seems to be falling as days passed.
face looks pale, body weak. life's really short huh.
i never expect myself to be down with such an infection.
maybe if i die, it'll be a good thing. as for now, i dun even dare to plan ahead.
i might juz be gone tmr. sadly, he stil doesnt seems to treasure me.
i feel this world there really isnt anyone i could really trust.
im too afraid to trust. its time i leave this cruel world.

goodbye my love.