Thursday, June 26, 2008

missing you


My heart aches when I talk to you
My heart aches when I don’t hear from you
My heart aches when I long for you

I don’t know why
You’ve taken over my thoughts
I can’t explain

You’re still a stranger
Far away
I want you close by

I miss your embrace
Holding you close
My heart aches

I miss you!

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darling i want you more than you can imagine.
i might have tried to move on with life.
but truly i've missed you every min.
the poem speaks of whats deep down in my heart.
i wish you tell me how much you want me.
i wish you show me how much you love me still.

Monday, June 16, 2008

loving him and not forgetting

my last entry i tok abt my sucky life, my ex who cheated & my job which i lost.

this week i shall tok abt how complicated love is.
been tokin to m. finding out how he is...gt me into missing him more than i already did.
he called me in HK, i called once a awhile. so far actually only once.
he mentioned : " its a pity we have to end like this."
was it because of wad everyone say abt him that made me believe that everything i see
is true? im really confused. i love m, up till now i stil do. i cant forget him, dream of him,
miss him.
today he dedicated a song to me. and when asked what is the thing he remember of our
r/s, he answered.
"u are like my hands , my legs and my mind.. u just know how to do everything to lessen my burden in anyway..." i melted.:)