a love aint that simple

when the moon is out,
i wish the sun comes out sooner.
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once i told myself,
i need a man.
twice i told myself,
i need a man.
thrice i told myself again,
i need a man.

a man to take care of me.
a man to care for me like no one else could.
a man i love.
a man who understands.
a man who loves me.

i need a man mature enough to be my angel.
i need to know im secured.
i need to know i can depend on him for the rest of my life.
i need to know hes the one for me.
the one n only love i can have for the rest of my life.

no one can replace u in my heart i promise.
words, they are never enough to express.
its the actions i see that matters most.
...love...just love...
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life aint that easy n simple.
theres our future i need to see.
imagine me without u, i would be so lost, confused n afraid.

its juz impossible. i'll never leave u coz i need u.

my lil story

had my off day today.
a time needed for myself to be alone. be taking a break from my hectic
worklife. went to elaine's place to play with the kids n have a gd rest.
to do things i haven done for so long. like watch tv (which i fell aslp
watching) lol. after that, at night went to junction 8 with elaine.
she went to cut her hair while i went shopping.
this dress is pretty. too bad i need to learn not to go on retail therapy.
after she left to run her errands, i went to city hall to meet eleanor for
a coffee session. its nice to know sumone can understand wad im goin
thru. thanks gal.

photo of me n jerome, my bro. hes the fitness consultant in my company.
an ah beng with a kind heart. im really a pampered one in the office.
by everyone. hahaha. free mags frm jasson, free treats n free medicine n free
nutrients from everyone else. nt forgetting he who always help me behind the
scenes in many many ways. i hope soon things will be better.
i hope. been really emo these few days. i need to pull my inner self back together.
i need peace n i need a life of my own. pls. juz leave me alone. if its
a doom im goin into, just let me get into it. im tired of hearing im tired of
all problems. i juz need to be alone after work. no nags nothing. PEACE.
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im too frail. i need u by my side.

nice songs =)

tired

im a sick bird now.
throat hurts.
stomach hurts.
i feel like vomitting.
i really duno wads wrong with me.
everyone's getting sick in the office.
the virus seems to travel around.
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i duno y im feeling this way.
im sorry.

life is like a boat

Life is Like a Boat
Rie Fu, Like is Like a Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

tooku de iki o shiteru　toomei ni natta mitai

kurayami ni omoe dakedo　mekaku shisareteta dake

inori o sasagete　atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi　sono hate made

(I’m breathing in a faraway place, it seems like I’ve become transparent
And though I think I’m in the dark, I’ve only been blindfolded

Offering a prayer, I wait for a new day to come
Until the morning stops glittering on the sea)

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku　nukedashitaku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de　fune o tsureteku

(People’s hearts shift and change, wanting to slip out
The moon still keeps bringing in the boat with each new phase)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku　odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de　fune o terashidasu


inori o sasagete　atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi　sono hate made

(The journey still continues, even on calm days
The moon still starts shining down on the boat with each new phase

Offering a prayer, I wait for a new day to come
Until the morning stops glittering on the sea)

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

unmei no fune o kogi　nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to watashi-tachi o shou kedo [1]
sore mo suteki na tabi ne　dore mo suteki na tabi ne

(We are all rowing the boat of fate, the waves keep on coming and we can’t escape [1]
That too is a beautiful journey, isn’t it? Any of them is a beautiful journey, isn’t it)

i love work.

everyone's sick. i wish i could get sick.
after the hectic days, im tired!
i gt no more ideas. im drained.
im out of creative juice.

office today was quiet. so quiet.
i miss the people coming to my table.

jasson saw me lying on the table n he tot i cried.
lol im juz slping. n he told me to slp for half an hr.
nice n lovely boss. who disturb me by taking away
the seaweed frm my hand n later feed me. haha.
everyone goes crazy after work. at work. its all about juz work.

get well soon my dears. =)
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happy belated bday dumb dumb.
hope u like the mms i sent u. hehe...
present will come soon oki? love ya!
ur days will definitely be beautiful.
hehe. enjoy! meet up next week to really celebrate with u k?
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sheryl dear.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
OLD LE! 21 liao!
DIE! hahah...
sorry i missed ur party.
boss had to leave for an appt so i gt to stay back to do his job
for the training that night. will make it up to u.
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JEROME!
my bro, my kaki, my 'bf'.
hahha...happy bday tooo!
too bad u nv get drunk on ur bday.
too many things happened. oh well. sigh.
hope u stil had fun.
=)