Friday, January 28, 2005

sigh

haiz. now that my bro is better. mummy is sick.
she vomited n hav diarhrea (duno how to spell).
hmm doc say it might hav been spread by my bro.

oh wells. im at risk. but i pray i wun. daddy oso
havin bad stomachaches. nt sure due to wad.
but hope everyone wil be ok soon.

poor boy

i haven been bloggin. so here i am. my poor baby bro has fallen sick on wed night.
started vomittin after drinkin his milk. vomited abt 5 times. everybody at hme couldnt
slp. coz had to clean up everything alot of times. we decided bring to the doc. n at that time it was already 230am. called karen to come n fetch us to find a 24hrs clinic. found 1 finally after a few hrs. its at bukit panjang. its so damn ex. 52 juz for consultation. i was like wad the heck.
the doc check on the poor boy only for less den 5 mins!! n it cost 52 juz like that? the medi is only 8 bucks. so total was 62. anyway, by the time we gt hme it was already close to 530am. ok.
gt hme, mum ask me to slp. n within 5 mins. heard her shout for help again.
that boy vomited again. coz he refused to listen to us when we ask him nt to drink too much water. he juz drink n drink. so vomited again. had to clean up, bathe him all over again.
so it was 615am. zzz. i was dead tired by den. but i was so damn hungry. cant slp. but stil slpt in the end.

woke up at abt 8. went dear's hse. slpt til like 1 i tink. juz cant force myself to even open my eyes.

the boy is feelin better now already. he asked for fried chicken today when he saw me n mum eatin. gave him sum. he was starin at us n sayin pls with that cute little eyes. so cute tt cant resist to giv him sum. though he cant eat. but we gav in. haha. little boy stil throwin his tantrum now n den. sayin he dun this dun wan that. juz coz he sick.

ok endin here. nite.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

sick

arts appreciation's puppet show went ok. though i tot ours was too simple
compared to the rest of the others. but as long as the lecturer likes it
im happy n satisfied. she ask us to perform durin a lecture for the ppl takin drama this term.

aniwa im sick again. very tired due to runnin nose.
hope those who read this. do me a favour.
pray for me. cant afford to be sick. stil gt lotsa work.

gtg. slp time. tata

Thursday, January 20, 2005

my day!

let me talk more abt my proj in the last entry. hee. the rose as it may say tt it represents my lovelife. it bring tears yet its stil so beautiful. road sayin the journey of life itself. n keyboard it may be my commitment. basically, im tryin to say that my life though crumpled by many things. n even though it may be torn, someday i believe there wil always be a day i'll succeed. this antique effect i create brings out the sentimental me. one who is fill with emotions. n keeps all things gd or bad well in my mind. treasures them all.

hopefully this wil allow u to understand me better huh. or rather wad i was tryin to bring out in the proj.

alright. today was well a boring day i may say. had meetings. first was PComD meeting. we met to see if theres any changes to make to the proposal. ok. not me. the rest. as i was the one who did the proposal in the first place. was pissed off as i dun understand y they wanna be so longwinded. juz imagine yaself readin that proposal, i tink i'll juz read the first paragraph n stop readin. everything tt i typed in short form, they change to a whole sentence. basically, the whole proposal became very long. n i really meant it. they took very very very long to make so many changes to it. i din even hav time to do my other meeting's work.

ok. nvm. the other meetin was stressful. rehearse the lines n action for arts appreciation. we doin a puppet show. the guy who is the director, made three of us gals, to keep speakin louder. but my voice is lydat. wad u expect me to do? i already speak loud den he stil nt happy. hope he lose his voice totally man. i mean in a way la. dun really meant it. but i was really unhappy there. n cant wait for it to finish. i seriously hate grp work more n more because of this sem's grp works. really annoyin.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

about me...



i finally completed the pixel collage proj!!! im so damn happy. haha
now its done i gt the rest to think. heh.
thanks to my darling, who helped me complete my proj together.
skip class today juz to finish it. hee.

wad do u think abt it?
nice?
i love the whole old photo effect.
well this proj is abt me 'as an individual' (title of proj).

stressed up freak!

im totally stressed up now. theres so much to do in so little time. due to my carelessness.
i hav to complete my pixel collage work by this thurs. n i juz found out abt it today!
how am i to finish? my com sucks big time. cant work for a3. sucks. no choice gonna do at dar dar's hse only. n i stil hav the written proposal to be done by tmr too. coz nid to let them see.
so they can do changes. thurs hand in. im screwed. totally. absolutely. i juz wanna cry out all my frustrations now.

the stress now i hav has once again cause my headache to come back n its bad.
im goin to slp now. wake up early n go his hse start work. at first tot could hav sum time
alone with at his place. but wadeva. now the time is used for work. argh! this sucks.

n i forgot to mention! arts appreciation hav to do the background thing with leyanne too.
i cant! how am i to hav time to do it with this last min work i hav to rush now?
this sucks. totally. i duno wad to do. lost.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

the time is here..

u can say time flies.
u can say each day pass without meanin.
but to me everyday is a special day.
it brings true meanin to my life.
a fairytale dream come true.

perhaps u heard this from me last time.
but this fairytale is different from wad it is last time.
this fairytale is true coz it took both to understand each other.
it may be easy u say.
but truly its not.
comin frm sumone who is used to leavin in her own world.
the only child (used-to-be)

i wil say that this life is what i truly wanna lead.
a life tt has all gd n bad things balanced.
a life tt has sumone to be there always.
a life tt u can be there for sumone too.
to comfort,
to care,
to understand,
to pamper,
to love.
frens may leave u.
but true love dun.

treasured moments i have.
thanks to my beloved.



Friday, January 07, 2005

SIP is here soon!

did i tell u ppl tt i gt the chance to go SPH (Singapore Press Holdings) to work for my attachment? well, stil hav to go thru interview though. may nt get in. at least the chance is there. hee. i duno to be happy or not. coz SPH is a big company n usually u dun learn tt much in big companys. i duno. dun mind a small company too. haha. we'll see...

i wanna start doin work now.

works to do:
- pixel collage. (gonna do a collage abt myself)
- website. (being a designer for a "company" sellin music)
- study for advertising MCQ test. (chapters 1,3 n 4)
- packagin.

sigh. theres so much to do. bt i'll do it n do it gd. =)
my aim is to get better grades this sem!
yeppies!
tatas for now. im goin to start crackin my creative juices!

Thursday, January 06, 2005

im green...

HASH(0x8911060)
You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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its juz the weather

im sick again. sigh. hate it. haven even really totally gt well yet den here i am sck again..
worse thing is.........i gt cramps too.. stupid time of the month. of all times it came yday NIGHT!! i cant slp in the middle of the night la. woke up at 3:50am!!! n lie there tossin n turnin on my bed. freak la! im tired.

now rottin in the studio. nothing to do. using dear's laptop. today my 6 hrs break gonna be all used up by proj meetings. argh. how i wish to rest!!!! i juz wanna go to dear's hse n slp. if only i can. sickening.

bah. im goin to take a rest now. den wake up do work or hav meetin. sian wadeva. wad a stupid day.