its been another long time

haha...yes i am back finally. its been really long since i blogged...
i think my blog is getting boring...wonder if anyone still bothers reading it...
anyway, many unhappy things had happened...but since they have already pass lets nt tok abt it now.

hmmm...work's been the same boring thing everyday...it just gt worse as boss has been BIAS like mad...n its damn obvious...so wadeva. no matter how much hardship designers put in...it will nv be as much as the stupid proj managers who i think SOME just dun do anything much....but then....so wad...boss thinks that they are damn stress...great! suddenly i totally agree with dear that design in spore really sucks...we are like machines...like a factory...we do n think n do n think...but we are nv appreciated much. sometimes i do wonder if this is the life i wan. even the word passion is dying...sigh...then again, if i dun do design theres nth im interested to do...i'll stick with wad i can do i guess...

love life has been gd n bad...im simply in love with that stupid dumbass dearest of mine. hehe...he nv fails to make me wanna kill him yet im always damn happy just to be with him...is he the love of my life? is he really gonna be the one for me? i hope so...

mum cant wait to marry me off..haha...she said yea...so that she can move all my things away n let my bro have a room. damn...can i nt get married n just stay at dear's for gd? hehe...i miss those days when i get to have dear beside me...hug me to slp when i needed a hug badly, kiss me when i stare at him while lying on the bed. those nights where we can watch dvd together, do work together...i miss them all.

its time to head to bed...duno y i decided to blog today...but thats all...cheers to all my frens who still reads my dying blog!
hope all of u are doing well.