yet another.....

i no longer see a meaning in life. this pathetic life of mine seems
too draggy to go on sumhow.
yday was an alright day...went for a show with dar n his parents.
harry potter n the goblet of fire. i would say its nt bad...sadly,
always after harry potter or any evil scene in movie. i will experience
a hard time to get to slp for the next few nights...for the face of the
devil run through the moment i close my eyes.
today i went out with my mum n bro after a really long time.
sumhow i feel like its been months since i hang out with me parents.
when im home, we stay home n nv hang out together. if not, they r out
or im out. went to the lib to return books n borrow too...den did sum
shopping. though i nv tot of buying anything. but sumhow we went to
charles n keith i bought a new heels. or rather mum bought for me.
i kinda like the colour. though nt easy to match. bro gt a new toy too...
yet to be open coz we came home too late. did sum art n craft thingy.
came home at 1030...
tmr will be yet another day of havin class outside...goin to the history museum
to see phunk studio's exhibition. nt sure how the experience will be like.
we'll see. lets hope it will be a fruitful one.

(top) the art n craft...tt sumhow suppose my bro wanna do ended up me doin.
(bottom) things my cousin bought for me on sat.


once again, my dar hav fallen aslp on me...perhaps soon it will become a
routine...gd nite all...shall see when i bother to blog again...
till then, ciaos

its best to shut up

can sumone tell me wads choices if u cant even choose?
today was a waste of time at epsite (a digital exhibition
by epson at wheelock place)...though i was late...
seems like the lecturers r even LATER...but nvm...i find
the trip nt helpful at all...paper samples? for gdness sake...
if u call past catalogues as paper samples tt is....-___-"
wadeva...when the boring person finish all his 'basically',
'as u can see' and 'so-called'...grace, weili n i was already bored
to death. we went far east for lunch at long john. while on
the way there, i wanted to eat flavor burst frm macs...so i went
to buy..but i saw sth more tempting...milkshake!! so i gt
my childhood fav chocolate milkshake...
after lunch, took train to meet dar for dinner at billy bombers.
well, went to his place to watch my 9 oclock show before heading
home...

well hes goin penang...i cant really be bothered abt when...im too
unhappy even thinking abt it...but seriously wad am i to say...
already cried...already said...so?? hes stil goin...considering the fact
tt i mostly slightly cant go along...i guess im freaking goin to be alone...
juz like his first two weeks in tekong aint it?? but to him, 'its juz a few days'.
fine...wad else can i say...i shall shut up....despite being really upset...
i shall shut up n juz say 'enjoy ur trip'....or mayb 'ok lor...bye..enjoy.'
tts wad u wanna hear aint it?? i cant say i dun wan u go...i cant do anything else...
so bye n GO...*shut up*

my bro is havin a high fever...hope he get well soon...

materials vs content

today i was late for class. weather was so great for SLPING! i juz couldnt get my ass
up...so i lie in bed till 11 though i should at least wake up at 1030. nvm. who cares?
its teng hong anyway. the lecturer well known for being late...BUT he decides to turn
up on time today. im in dead shit...but its ok. hes nice. haha....anyway, i manage to
decide on wad my book will be abt today...its goin to be abt being contented...a way
of illustrating my life. thinkin of titling it "materials vs content". firstly, frm the title u will
think materials as in fabric, paper etc. content as in the content of the book...well u r
half right...nt goin to say too much...when its more or less confirm n ideas start running
i will say more abt it...do hope it will be a nice book for all to enjoy!
taaasss off frm here.

lumpy say hi...

hi all, yes i noe i haven blog for ages...heh...been lazy.
or if nt im nt home. heh. i really cant rem much abt
wad happened other than fri, sat n sun's stuffs...so i shall
juz tok abt them.
fri - its our anniversary. so met dear as my parents last min
all went out! leavin me alone at home. dar n i went suki ramen
for dinner. n dar bought a vcd for me.
"Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le"
n i gt him a wooden figurine where u can slip a photo on his head,
n oso a card!
sat - i was home the whole day. grandma came over coz she
went market n bought stuffs for us...n she oso bought
vegetrian beehoon for us to eat. mum actually said she will
cook steam pork for me for lunch, coz i really wanted to eat. heh
so she steamed the pork for me. n i cook sum rice so that i can
take away n let dar try. hehe...of coz i ate sum pork before i
left home...too delicious to resist. haha..
went to church for prac. was really late so i took a cab down.
after tt met dar n we went nearby church to eat. he hav the pork
n rice while i ordered hongkong mee..heh...
after tt we went bugis street to shop..i gt myself a $2 green top.
pretty. n dar gt a green t-shirt for $14.90. vintage one. think
it looks really cool. hehe..paul came n join us after finish his shopping
at simlim. heh. dar bought heffalump puppet for me. coz i was practically
standin there n playin with it...its damn cute! hehe...LUMPY!
there he is...

sun - went chinatown with dar after church...juz walked ard...
sat down n had desserts (black sesame paste n dumpling) when we
gt tired. after tt we head to marina sq for dinner at the food court...
dim sum! think its pretty nice dim sum there. heh. esplanade was
stil having indian stuffs. so its boring. but we stil sat there...saw sum
fireworks though.

memories

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a sharpened pencil either way.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

first week of sch

i guess the decision is to stay home n rot...since he cant even
decide if he wanna go out...y am i suppose to think of wad to
do when he cant decide if he wanna go out or not?? i think of
wad to do den in the end he wanna juz stay home how??
waste time thinking?? y am i nt doin my housework? tts coz i
see no point in doin now if im stay home the rest of the night...
so fuck off...im pissed off already. i dun get y such a simple decision
but its so hard for him to decide...
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You are a typical girl, like the majority.
this sem i only gt class on tues n thurs frm 1pm-5pm.
yea yea i hav a gd life...for i earn it myself by finishin all
other electives as fast as i could in previous sems...hehe..
so now i can fully concentrate on my FYP. few days ago,
i juz had an idea on wad i wanna do..its stil a pretty raw idea.
so i shall nt say it here yet.
today is a boring day. as everyone went out! mum with bro, n dad
went out himself...so im home alone...till now i stil haven wash up n
eat anything...hehe..sigh...i wonder wad should i do tonight...
nt sure if my darling wanna go out..i dun wanna go granny's place
for dinner. *shakes head. hmm well i dun mind stayin home watchin
vcds n rot..hehe...we shall see.
tmr goin to millenia to support miss tracy..hehe..miss sentiments contest
she is participating in...lets hope she win..den she can buy me a ring
frm tt shop hor?? hahaha...i say thank u first k... :p
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Hot or Not? (for girls)
Self Confidence: 70% -> You're confident.
Sensory Perceptions: 73% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
Body Language: 70% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
Conversational Skills: 53% -> You can fit in with society.
Empathy For Others: 77% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.

face the fact!

holidays r officially OVER! THE END! FULLSTOP!
sigh...its time to really get my brains to work...
at full turbo...sigh the tot of it makes me cry...
im really stressed up..juz tt i dun show...
n mayb im avoiding the fact tt i hav to do it no
matter wad...im scared..wad should i do??
FYP...sumhow i wish theres a brief to tell us wad
to do...god! help me! grant me with inspirations....

anyway, here r sum pics i gt frm shawn's blog...
hehe...photos of my darling n his army frens...
my darlin is easy to spot..i mean it...
the only white among the GREENS! hahaha....

save me frm the tiredness n boredom...

i seriously dyin of exhaustion now...im so tired! eyes are closing any moment...
n yes im stil online...coz im stil waiting for tt baby of mine to finish
watchin his vcd...before i call him n snores my way thru to the next day...
nt only am i dyin of exhaustion...im dyin of boredom too...seriously kill me!
im bored to death...nothing to do! im too tired to read...which i wanted to..
hmm...let me intro a gd book...'a child called 'it'..its a really gd book...
describing on child abuse...its a true story of the author himself. who was
abused by his mum when he was young...the author's name is Dave Pelzer.
i finished the book in a day. haha..yea its really captivating...theres continuation
of this book which are 'the lost boy' and 'the man named dave'. if the first book is
so nice...im sure the other two will be gd as well. i will borrow to read n tell u more!
meanwhile if u're interested to read, try readin 'a child called 'it'.
enjoy! tatas...off to rotting and waiting again...mayb i'll start on 'memoirs of a geisha'
second time reading...haa. its another gd book alrights...hehe...

i found a nicer counter to our anniversary!

dear...any way to put the counter in my blog? like above the blog
entries?? this one so nice right??

be a princess...daddy's little girl

Artist: Jesse Spencer
Song: Molly Smiles

Daddy's little girl paints the world with her magic wand
Daddy's little child breathes new life to the morning time for me
Though we're apart, her thoughts follow me
When I come home, Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles, and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

Daddy's little girl ties a ribbon around my heart
Daddy's little child waves goodbye to the ocean tide that sweeps me
Though we're apart, she's a part of me

Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When I come home, Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When the days have gone grey,
Nothing's wrong when Molly smiles

sumtimes i wish to be a princess...daddy's little princess...
but i was nv treated tt way...nt by them...nt by my parents...
but im stil happy coz im my baby's little princess...
gd enough to hav him to pamper me...n treat me like im so loved...
thanks for everything u did for me baby...i really love u!

picture blogging....