my heart

*took this from bestie's blog.
totally meant everything im feeling.
i miss him. though he is right in front of me while im typing this entry.
i miss holding his hands n hugging him tight...sigh

sorrows fills my day

i used to be happy. i used to smile.
i used to have you by me. where are you my love?
each day seems to pass slow as the dark clouds fills my day.

i seem to be clubbing alot more...i seem to be drinking alot more.
i seem to lose control of myself. im afraid to be sober. i need you.
please come back to me soon.

dun doubt my love for u though i betrayed you first.
dun doubt me no more...for i've made up my mind to only love u now.

the true love of us...

my precious came back...
its all that i ever wished for...
i love him so much i'll never do anything to hurt him ever again...
this promise is made to myself n him.
i'll be stupid to ever lose my future husband again...
he's the only one who will really take care of me for the rest of my life...
the one that loved me so much he cares deep inside..
the one that is always there to support me thru ups & downs...
we laugh & cry together...i'll never wanna be left alone without you again darling.
NEVER.

i totally regret whatever i've done previously...im sorry...