personality disorder test

Paranoid Personality Disorder: Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder: Low
Schizotypal Personalilty Disorder: Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder: Low
Borderline Personality Disorder: Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder: High
Narcissistic Persoanlity Disorder: Low
Avoidant Persoanlity Disorder: Moderate
Dependent Personality Disorder: High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Moderate

resemble my dar. =p

broken

i've been feeling down since sunday...ever since he book in.
i haven smiled since then...nt even today when i get to see him
for awhile. basically had a big fight with mum yday night.
was so upset tt i was cryin so badly n eyes swell real bad.
smsed dear to tell him how much i wished i could call him n
tok to him. hoping he will comfort me when he wake up
this mornin after seeing it...but i guess i din get wad i wanted.
he din even reply anything abt tt msg. i tried saying tt my eyes
r swollen while on my way to meet him..but stil he kinda juz
ignored it. i was late to go follow his parents go fetch him coz
stupid 168 was movin like a snail. was pretty more upset den i
already was. so my face tells it all when i see him...
when we were at changi general hosp, i juz felt as though i wasnt
needed there..din get to go in to hear wad the doc say. coz his parents
dun wan too many ppl inside..so fine. i stayed outside. basically i juz
feel like im nt needed there at all.
anyway, thurs he gonna go xray. wonders if i should go...its 8am.
sigh...if i go means wakin up real early again. n chances of feeling
nt needed is there again.
i am breakin down..real bad. sumone help me..
i dun wanna giv up on everything. not even him..but i feel like i am.
i do love him..n miss him badly. mayb coz of tt i feel like i cant hold on
anymore.

life's unfair..

my botak dar n me..hehe...and my fav chawamushi!

the two botaks on ur left. dar n chan! we were tryin to lick the ice kachang of the right. haha

my cowboy dar n act cool me. haha

tts chan! n right is chelle my darling kissing me...of coz dar couldnt tahan seeing it so he walked
away..muahaha...

juz posing for the camera men. haha...tryin to act les! arent we gd?

lastly, im caught with my mouth full. haha

my sucky results

helpless worry

i wun be home tmr so i guess i shall update
my blog now. actually nothing much to say.
but i will be goin out tmr morning. meeting
my grandma, aunt and cousin at suntec at 1030.
for karaoke. so early think i'll juz slp in the room.
haha. will be havin dinner with them too.
den wil go over grandma's hse stay.
since everybody stays at eunos n i really drag
goin home myself. so yup. anyway its easier
to go church frm there on sun.
i raelly hope darling is ok tmr. get out of the
sick bay n oso get the needle off my baby.
i duno how much pain he is in. i feel so sad.
that i cried. i think. i worry.
din tok much today with him. guess hes tired.
oh well. he stil duno i wun be goin home tmr.
think i should slp soon. painting my toe nails now.
princess pink. i think its really sweet. i mean
the colour. alright gd nite all...

to my darling in tekong suffering...i miss u baby.

counting down...6 more days...

keeping u in prayers....

dar dar told me he in the medical sick bay n on drip since morning
at 2pm. was really worried. i felt so helpless. cant be there to
take care of him. duno how to make him feel better. only thing i
could do was pray n hope he will get better.
saw his mum when on my way home frm sch. so tok abit abt him.
all of us r worried for him. his stomach. duno if he can take it.
=( anyone of u if u read my blog pls pray for him k?
heard tt boy finish his medicine for the stomach already.
scared pain so take every mornin. haiz. my silly boy.
n poor boy. really miss him. wish i can be there. sigh.
anyway went to find keejan to show him my apel portfolio today.
was late but nvm hes understanding. he even compliment me
tt my portfolio is well organised, very well done. heh.
tts nice to hear. only thing i din buy the dark blue tp portfolio file.
i think its ugly. hehe. shhh i nv say tt to him of coz. haha.
after tt went to print sth for my darling to put in his locker when he
book out. den head to causeway point to meet my godpa for lunch.
had pasta mania. den he send me home.
i juz finish doin housework gonna go granny's place for dinner soon.
haven been there for so long. tmr goin out in the morning with grandma.
goin karaoke. heh.
keepin my darling in prayers...


counting down...7 more days...

always on my mind.

time to update!
went out with dav on thurs. went to take photos.
had my lunch while he stare at me eating. haha
after tt we walked to chinatown frm funan centre.
takin photos as we go along. chit chatting away as well.
went chinatown n we happen to pass by people's
park complex so i decide to go get my ear rings since i
lost it. nt easy to find the shop man. so ulu. heh.
but stil i found it. we went up to the 30th floor after
i gt my ear rings. i din noe theres ppl stayin at chinatown.
bleah stupid me. but its so beautiful up there. other den
the stupid haze.
after tt we cont walkin ard chinatown. the old chinatown.
heh. saw my basket bag tt chelle bought for me there.
its so damn freaking cheap! the biggest one cost only 11bucks.
compared to 13 for a medium one tt both chelle n i hav.
think might go get one at chinatown when dar book out.
he say he wil go shopping with me there. hehe.
dar told me he bought a sling army bag for me in the mart.
yippies! i wanted one. =)
oh well i went stay at elaine's place day. stay there the whole day.
playin with the kids. i swear they r really cute.
really a joy to be with. esp deb. mayb coz shes stil a baby.
n shes really pretty n cute.
dar said sth to me today. im truly touched.
juz felt like a little princess once again. being loved by him.
his sweet words every night. oh my god. i cant resist nt hearing.
hehe. i felt like the love was affirmed once again.
once i felt tired n neglected. of coz i wun rem such silly things,
as long as i hav him tts all i ask. but knowing he stil loves me alot
juz made me felt alot better n really gd!!!
i miss him so much. really cant wait to see him next fri n be in his arms
again.

(on the left is baby deb. shes 1 yr old. cute right? tts her n her
cheeky face. on the right is her bro davy. 4 yrs old. little
drummer.)

counting down...7 more days...

stil counting...

counting down...9 more days...

quizzes....

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

What's Your Summer Ride?

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

B-

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time) And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

what mixed drink are u?

You Are a Bloody Mary

You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks. You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

monday blues...

today is yet another boring day. stay home n rot my ass off.
no mood start on guok's booklet. but i need to start still..
tmr gonna show him a page. sigh. juz kill me.
i feel so down. haiz. feel stressed up. miss him...
oh well. i nothing much to say today.
so let me juz post sum pics frm sun...

left: char n ty and right: cookies n brownies!! yummy...

the church youths!! love them all!!

left: jasmine n nette
right: dawn, jas, nette n me! (frm left)

the gals again with the two retarded n funny guys, shawn n ty.

pics frm my hp...
now i'll post sum photos taken on fri. the day before
dar went in tekong.


how bout sum pics on the day he went in.
taken in tekong of coz...before we left tekong. =(

lastly,

this is doc lo. my little bro.

counting down...11 more days...