thoughtful day.

spend most of my time at work feelin sian,
feelin tired of doin wad im doin. its a tiring
and boring life im having now. with nothing
to even look forward to. pls giv me sum hope,
sparks that is worth lookin forward to each day.

y does my love life's gettin boring? y is it that
ppl get so sick of everything. even small little
things r nv done happily now. im so tired of this
love life sumtimes. i feel like its juz dead like a
piece of dead meat. wads more "interesting" den
quarrelling now? things that i i used to look
forward to last time, now it juz feels far. even a
talk at night seems so hard. either he nt even hme
to tok nicely, or he too sian or tired. when do we
actually can tok to each other nicely? even tokin
for awhile now. he juz seems to cant be bothered
to even tok properly.
the whole week i tink our night calls r juz a 2mins
gd nite n bye. where r u n bye. where hav the
tot of being able to tok to each other n be happy gone to?
is coz its a yr already or wad. is it things r taken for granted
to go well no matter wad. i really feel like im in doubt.
big doubt.