he juz left for china. i rem how i use to kick a big fuss abt him goin.
but now i juz look forward to see him when he comes back.
i guess my thinkin of wad i wan in a relationship has changed.
i wil say i stil felt abit sad when i see him go in.
tears were close to flowin but i felt embrassed. ppl wil go like "wad the hell
is wrong with mil!" hahas. its juz a week. i guess i can get over it.
hee. reg, we'll pull thru! lets look forward to sat together.
i cant fetch him as i'll be workin. n they wil be back early in
the morn! but i'll meet him at his place after work. =)
i duno y this afternoon when we were alone at his place, when we were juz tryin
to get sum slp. i juz started cryin real bad. he ask y wad happen. i juz said sorry.
n i really miss him. his usual comforting self nv fails to calm me down.
at the airport i was really in a awkward position. i nv go tok to mich.
im sorry. but i hope u understand. i juz cant see sumone in the eye.
i duno how to do so. im sorry if i was a little antisocial to u guys. but i juz din wanna
go over n tok for a reason. though i really much wan to. at least cal move to n fro to tok.
at least i wasnt so lonely i stil hav reg.
oh wells. its time to go dreamland soon. gd nite.
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