shitty night.

sumone tell me y be online? bf online but too busy doin his own things
to even tok to u. the only thing perhaps u will hear is ' i wanna slp le'.
nothing else.
life at home is stil the same. SUCKY. i seriously hate home to the core.
who can hate home so much that she cant wait to get out of home.
no one more than me. honestly i rather stay under a bridge be poor.
then havin to come home to no peace.

long waited entry.

you've probably realised that i've been really lazy the past few days to blog.
mayb even i gt nothing to blog abt.
dun even ask me how christmas was for me. i wun answer.
well, lets juz tok abt yday. i had a great time hanging out with my bestie, may.
shes really my best n nicest fren. =) love tt alien she gave me n named it 'milmay'.
haha. yes i promise to take gd care of it. hope u like eeeyore! haha.
finally i gt my birthday present. haha. its been months. heh.
u owe me a hug for christmas gal. n i want the photo we took in ur phone!
sorry we end up nt taking any with cam. oops. haaa

Narnia is a great movie.
i enjoyed it.
should catch it while u stil can guys! heee.
alcohol is gd too.
i love alcohol.
vodka is nice.

me it is.

Brown
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood,
rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical
person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive
mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver.
And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed
decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge
your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game,
or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which
means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily
and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really
are a brown at heart.


Mildred, your Sense of Style makes you a real beauty
You don't need a catwalk to strut your stuff. A cool and confident fashionista
like you knows how to look fabulous wherever you go. You've got a good eye for
what's hot and what looks good on you. And you're comfortable with who you are
and what you want out of life.

Sure, you like to look great, but that doesn't mean you follow fads or listen to what
other people say is right for you. You're an individual, and you make sure that
comes through in everything you do, whether you're at the office, on a date, or
out on the town. You can't go wrong when you're being true to yourself.
That never goes out of style!


Mildred, when you see your honey, it's Long-Term Love
Pass the bouquet of roses and the book of Shakespeare's sonnets — you're head
over heels in love! You're on the road to finding your soul mate; folks who merely
get your nether regions in a tizzy need not apply. Physical passion has its place,
of course, and you wouldn't want to go without it. But you go into relationships
with one goal in mind: true love. And, from the looks of your answers, you seem
to have found the deep connection you're looking for.

It sounds like your sweetie could be "the one" (or, if not, at least one of "the ones").
The two of you share a lot more than "Wham, bam, thank you, Ma'am" — which means
you just might have a future together. As long as you've got a little lust mixed in with
the love (c'mon, it is nice to feel that flutter when your honey is near, isn't it?), that's
great news. Congratulations, and don't forget to send us a wedding invitation.

no such thing as enough

will anyone really be contented with wad they have? if u say yes,
i most slightly wun believe u. or if nt i wil juz think u're such a bum to
strive for more.
is it gd or bad to be easily contented? will u learn to be contented
despite seeing how fortunate u are in this world?
i cant teach u to be contented but theres one thing i can do
for u...it's to allow u to find out ur own contentment...
i duno wad exactly gave me this idea to come out with a book
abt contentment for my major proj. one lecturer think its cool,
sth no one is doin. interesting topic. im glad abt tt...but i told her
its oso VERY challenging to do.

god help me. =(

christmas is near...

my life is but a life tt is being controlled by sumone...a life nt my
own. even a caged bird get it's freedom to fly ard n come back..
but nt me. im but a human living in a cage...every movement,
every action is observed. nothing i can do is of my own decision.
sum ppl may understand wad im tokin abt n who im refering to.
i juz tired of my life. only time im really n truly happy is when
my time with dar. the only time i feel save. when no one will shout,
scold, or beat me. the only time sumone will be there to encourage
me. no where else can i find such comfort. no where is comfort
but in the arms of my darling. i dun understand the meaning of
LIFE. for i almost see none...
christmas is juz ard the corner. i stil dun feel the spirit of christmas.
i only feel the spirit of stress. beginning of feb external examiners will
be here. therefore, i hav to finish my proj mayb by jan. im so tired
and so drained. i juz feel like im falling apart. next thurs will be my
critic...i hav to present 6 weeks worth of work done. i hav only one week
mayb.
enough of sad stuffs. well, 23rd dec my family n my cousins family will
be celebrating christmas. having a mini party with juz two of our families.
im in charge of desserts. i guess im making jelly..red n green jellies.
my cousin said 'use ur creativity.' i told her sounds like playing with food.
any ideas how i can make the dessert more christmas?? i duno wad im tokin
abt...bah..

i cant contain it anymore

i feel the rush of blood to my head whenever i start thinkin abt fyp.
my brains cant contain much more. the pain n stress n fear seems
to control my life. i wanna go to a beach n scream all my troubles
out...i wanna relax my mind. i need a break desperately...i feel like
im breakin down too often. its like falling into depression. i cant get
my mind to think. i cant seems to hav ideas nor inspirations.
blank...a white piece of paper n stil remain untouched. time is
passing by each day...yet another wasted day. slpless nights.
how long more can i take all this...y cant i hav brains tt can think
at a moment like this. y cant i get inspirations. i dun care where...
i juz need ideas!
tears flows as i speak. sorrow remains deep down. fear contained inside,
haunting me like a ghost. cry out loud i prayed for help. but nothing
came. still a piece of white paper.

missing baby badly.

you are some kind of wonderful.
you're wonderful.
you are.
you're everything to me.
you are some kind of wonderful.
you're wonderful.
you are.
you're everything to me.
cute song frm hi5 which the lyrics truly says how much my darling mean to me.

the past few days has been alright. other than my bad running nose
n body aches. mayb i hurt a nerve on my neck..its painful. i've spend most
of my time this few days with my family. been a long while since we went out
together.
wed we went for lunch nearby n took a walk together back home. stopping
by playgrounds coz my bro loves playin. haha..daddy n i play hop scotch together
and i lost to him. haha. mummy says he cheated coz he was walking nt
hopping. haa...found out tt the garden downstairs have equipments for public
to do exercises to train our muscles. haha...
thurs i skipped sch. went dar's place to do work...since his sis at home. i need
to get sth done badly n my com is retardedly slow..so i need his laptop.
after tt i went meet my best buddy SAM! hee. as i was late, i took cab down.
almost puked in the cab. lousy driver. i was feeling really uncomfortable.
but i gt better after sitting quite long to wait for our food. we had cartel.
poor sam gt abrasion on his gum coz of the hard bread. dinner was nice.
nice chat with him too..been quite some time since me n him had time
alone to chit chat. heh...
today i went out the whole day. woke up at 1, washed up n changed n out
i went with my family for lunch. went to meet granny at LOT1. we told her meet
at the food court. after all of us finish eating, shes stil nt there. n she stayed nearby.
we took turns to go look for her at the MRT station. worse of all, shes nt picking up
her hp. but god answered our prayers. she finally answered. n we found out she
heard IMM!! so cabbed down to meet her. been SO long since i went IMM. great chance
for me to shop there. haha..so DAISO i went. hee. bought lotsa things for gift wrapping.
my favourite. hee. well, i juz came home at ten. haha..shopped really long.
tmr will be out with family again. to go fetch ppl to airport with my bro's godfather's car.
yup. tts all folks. im writing my days so tt when my baby comes back he can read. hee.
ciaoz!

we saw loony toons at IMM! hee. cute. tweety bird looks ugly. oops...
'i tot i saw a putty cat!' haa. i bought a display thing to put my tofus! hee.
mum is surprise i hav so MANY! haha...

things abt me.

If any of the following statements apply to you, mark them out in bold.
Then post.

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have (had) braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows the full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew.

crap, lies n BULLSHIT!

quite a joke isnt it?? go out with friends he can get the car...
me leh?? hav gt car...go rent vcds lor...which is near like shit...
go simpang with his friends can get car leh...but go simpang with
me leh?? dun hav sia...
night time dangerous to drive...i see tt its day time now...isnt it?
wad a joke...wad total crap is all this??
when getting licence n i had to rot my ass away myself when he
gt driving lesson, he told me...ren abit la...get licence le he can drive me ard...
i can stay out later den he can send me home...honestly...it nv happened
nt even once...drive me i guess hav if u consider it with parents in the car as
well lor...more like driving the family isnt it?? send me home?? once...oso with
parents in the car....drive alone juz me n him?? twice...once to fetch me frm church
to go back his church to fetch parents...another is rent vcds lor...
i said i wanna go east coast eat since a month ago...hav he ever ask for the car
to go there?? is it nt east?? or is east coast at the west??
i've nv gt a chance to sit in the car with JUZ HIM! but his friends could...
reason being he only eating in the EAST....seriously i wana laugh my ass off....
hav we nt eat in the east before? dun say send me home..i noe its far..nvm...
how bout juz asking for the car to juz go for dinner in the east?? go changi,
go simpang or siglap?? r those places nt IN THE EAST??
i seriously wonder wad bullshit he is giving me...it makes me wonder if its true tt he ask
for the car n his parents dun let him drive at night or is it he himself nv bothered
to ask for the car at all? i cant help but think tt way coz y is it he get the car
so tt he can go out with his friends for dinner but he cant get when he wanna drive
me sumwhere...
those friends of his...u better be fuckin GLAD he can drive u all ard without
his parents! coz his GF NV EVEN GOT A CHANCE! assholes...

yet another.....

i no longer see a meaning in life. this pathetic life of mine seems
too draggy to go on sumhow.
yday was an alright day...went for a show with dar n his parents.
harry potter n the goblet of fire. i would say its nt bad...sadly,
always after harry potter or any evil scene in movie. i will experience
a hard time to get to slp for the next few nights...for the face of the
devil run through the moment i close my eyes.
today i went out with my mum n bro after a really long time.
sumhow i feel like its been months since i hang out with me parents.
when im home, we stay home n nv hang out together. if not, they r out
or im out. went to the lib to return books n borrow too...den did sum
shopping. though i nv tot of buying anything. but sumhow we went to
charles n keith i bought a new heels. or rather mum bought for me.
i kinda like the colour. though nt easy to match. bro gt a new toy too...
yet to be open coz we came home too late. did sum art n craft thingy.
came home at 1030...
tmr will be yet another day of havin class outside...goin to the history museum
to see phunk studio's exhibition. nt sure how the experience will be like.
we'll see. lets hope it will be a fruitful one.

(top) the art n craft...tt sumhow suppose my bro wanna do ended up me doin.
(bottom) things my cousin bought for me on sat.


once again, my dar hav fallen aslp on me...perhaps soon it will become a
routine...gd nite all...shall see when i bother to blog again...
till then, ciaos

its best to shut up

can sumone tell me wads choices if u cant even choose?
today was a waste of time at epsite (a digital exhibition
by epson at wheelock place)...though i was late...
seems like the lecturers r even LATER...but nvm...i find
the trip nt helpful at all...paper samples? for gdness sake...
if u call past catalogues as paper samples tt is....-___-"
wadeva...when the boring person finish all his 'basically',
'as u can see' and 'so-called'...grace, weili n i was already bored
to death. we went far east for lunch at long john. while on
the way there, i wanted to eat flavor burst frm macs...so i went
to buy..but i saw sth more tempting...milkshake!! so i gt
my childhood fav chocolate milkshake...
after lunch, took train to meet dar for dinner at billy bombers.
well, went to his place to watch my 9 oclock show before heading
home...

well hes goin penang...i cant really be bothered abt when...im too
unhappy even thinking abt it...but seriously wad am i to say...
already cried...already said...so?? hes stil goin...considering the fact
tt i mostly slightly cant go along...i guess im freaking goin to be alone...
juz like his first two weeks in tekong aint it?? but to him, 'its juz a few days'.
fine...wad else can i say...i shall shut up....despite being really upset...
i shall shut up n juz say 'enjoy ur trip'....or mayb 'ok lor...bye..enjoy.'
tts wad u wanna hear aint it?? i cant say i dun wan u go...i cant do anything else...
so bye n GO...*shut up*

my bro is havin a high fever...hope he get well soon...

materials vs content

today i was late for class. weather was so great for SLPING! i juz couldnt get my ass
up...so i lie in bed till 11 though i should at least wake up at 1030. nvm. who cares?
its teng hong anyway. the lecturer well known for being late...BUT he decides to turn
up on time today. im in dead shit...but its ok. hes nice. haha....anyway, i manage to
decide on wad my book will be abt today...its goin to be abt being contented...a way
of illustrating my life. thinkin of titling it "materials vs content". firstly, frm the title u will
think materials as in fabric, paper etc. content as in the content of the book...well u r
half right...nt goin to say too much...when its more or less confirm n ideas start running
i will say more abt it...do hope it will be a nice book for all to enjoy!
taaasss off frm here.

lumpy say hi...

hi all, yes i noe i haven blog for ages...heh...been lazy.
or if nt im nt home. heh. i really cant rem much abt
wad happened other than fri, sat n sun's stuffs...so i shall
juz tok abt them.
fri - its our anniversary. so met dear as my parents last min
all went out! leavin me alone at home. dar n i went suki ramen
for dinner. n dar bought a vcd for me.
"Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le"
n i gt him a wooden figurine where u can slip a photo on his head,
n oso a card!
sat - i was home the whole day. grandma came over coz she
went market n bought stuffs for us...n she oso bought
vegetrian beehoon for us to eat. mum actually said she will
cook steam pork for me for lunch, coz i really wanted to eat. heh
so she steamed the pork for me. n i cook sum rice so that i can
take away n let dar try. hehe...of coz i ate sum pork before i
left home...too delicious to resist. haha..
went to church for prac. was really late so i took a cab down.
after tt met dar n we went nearby church to eat. he hav the pork
n rice while i ordered hongkong mee..heh...
after tt we went bugis street to shop..i gt myself a $2 green top.
pretty. n dar gt a green t-shirt for $14.90. vintage one. think
it looks really cool. hehe..paul came n join us after finish his shopping
at simlim. heh. dar bought heffalump puppet for me. coz i was practically
standin there n playin with it...its damn cute! hehe...LUMPY!
there he is...

sun - went chinatown with dar after church...juz walked ard...
sat down n had desserts (black sesame paste n dumpling) when we
gt tired. after tt we head to marina sq for dinner at the food court...
dim sum! think its pretty nice dim sum there. heh. esplanade was
stil having indian stuffs. so its boring. but we stil sat there...saw sum
fireworks though.

memories

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a sharpened pencil either way.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

first week of sch

i guess the decision is to stay home n rot...since he cant even
decide if he wanna go out...y am i suppose to think of wad to
do when he cant decide if he wanna go out or not?? i think of
wad to do den in the end he wanna juz stay home how??
waste time thinking?? y am i nt doin my housework? tts coz i
see no point in doin now if im stay home the rest of the night...
so fuck off...im pissed off already. i dun get y such a simple decision
but its so hard for him to decide...
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You are a typical girl, like the majority.
this sem i only gt class on tues n thurs frm 1pm-5pm.
yea yea i hav a gd life...for i earn it myself by finishin all
other electives as fast as i could in previous sems...hehe..
so now i can fully concentrate on my FYP. few days ago,
i juz had an idea on wad i wanna do..its stil a pretty raw idea.
so i shall nt say it here yet.
today is a boring day. as everyone went out! mum with bro, n dad
went out himself...so im home alone...till now i stil haven wash up n
eat anything...hehe..sigh...i wonder wad should i do tonight...
nt sure if my darling wanna go out..i dun wanna go granny's place
for dinner. *shakes head. hmm well i dun mind stayin home watchin
vcds n rot..hehe...we shall see.
tmr goin to millenia to support miss tracy..hehe..miss sentiments contest
she is participating in...lets hope she win..den she can buy me a ring
frm tt shop hor?? hahaha...i say thank u first k... :p
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Hot or Not? (for girls)
Self Confidence: 70% -> You're confident.
Sensory Perceptions: 73% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
Body Language: 70% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
Conversational Skills: 53% -> You can fit in with society.
Empathy For Others: 77% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.

face the fact!

holidays r officially OVER! THE END! FULLSTOP!
sigh...its time to really get my brains to work...
at full turbo...sigh the tot of it makes me cry...
im really stressed up..juz tt i dun show...
n mayb im avoiding the fact tt i hav to do it no
matter wad...im scared..wad should i do??
FYP...sumhow i wish theres a brief to tell us wad
to do...god! help me! grant me with inspirations....

anyway, here r sum pics i gt frm shawn's blog...
hehe...photos of my darling n his army frens...
my darlin is easy to spot..i mean it...
the only white among the GREENS! hahaha....

save me frm the tiredness n boredom...

i seriously dyin of exhaustion now...im so tired! eyes are closing any moment...
n yes im stil online...coz im stil waiting for tt baby of mine to finish
watchin his vcd...before i call him n snores my way thru to the next day...
nt only am i dyin of exhaustion...im dyin of boredom too...seriously kill me!
im bored to death...nothing to do! im too tired to read...which i wanted to..
hmm...let me intro a gd book...'a child called 'it'..its a really gd book...
describing on child abuse...its a true story of the author himself. who was
abused by his mum when he was young...the author's name is Dave Pelzer.
i finished the book in a day. haha..yea its really captivating...theres continuation
of this book which are 'the lost boy' and 'the man named dave'. if the first book is
so nice...im sure the other two will be gd as well. i will borrow to read n tell u more!
meanwhile if u're interested to read, try readin 'a child called 'it'.
enjoy! tatas...off to rotting and waiting again...mayb i'll start on 'memoirs of a geisha'
second time reading...haa. its another gd book alrights...hehe...

i found a nicer counter to our anniversary!

dear...any way to put the counter in my blog? like above the blog
entries?? this one so nice right??

be a princess...daddy's little girl

Artist: Jesse Spencer
Song: Molly Smiles

Daddy's little girl paints the world with her magic wand
Daddy's little child breathes new life to the morning time for me
Though we're apart, her thoughts follow me
When I come home, Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles, and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

Daddy's little girl ties a ribbon around my heart
Daddy's little child waves goodbye to the ocean tide that sweeps me
Though we're apart, she's a part of me

Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When I come home, Molly smiles with the dawn
Molly smiles and she radiates the glow around her halo
When she plays, Molly smiles
On a summer day, Molly smiles
A new day, Molly smiles

When the days have gone grey,
Nothing's wrong when Molly smiles

sumtimes i wish to be a princess...daddy's little princess...
but i was nv treated tt way...nt by them...nt by my parents...
but im stil happy coz im my baby's little princess...
gd enough to hav him to pamper me...n treat me like im so loved...
thanks for everything u did for me baby...i really love u!

picture blogging....

what musical interval are you?

MAJOR THIRD. You fill in the hollowness...you are
the emotion in the chord. You want life to be
rich and full for yourself and everyone around
you. Beloved by Classical and Romantic
composers alike, you just want peace and
tranquility for all mankind. Unfortunately,
most of the post-World-War II composers hate
you, but you tend to think that most music
since 1945 is crap, anyways.

What musical interval are you?
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nothing but a fool

i am nothing but a big fat FOOL today...
feel like im sumone who knows nothing...
nothing...nothING....NOTHING!!!
angry but i get scolded or rather said....
sumtimes i really feel like im being taken for granted...

hav u ever hav weird dreams or thoughts?
hav u tot abt who will weep n miss u when u die?
who will be by ur side when u're in serious illness?
sumtimes i wish i am hospitalise, so that i can know
who truly care abt me. who truly will miss me n cant
leave without me. firstly, my best fren dun giv a damn.
perhaps her whole life is only her bf...she doesnt even hav
a min for me. my church frens? i duno...perhaps? perhaps nt...
my parents n family? mayb...or mayb they will juz say i deserve it.

tickle factory counter!

vain little princess

too much joy n laughing too much makes u moody later..
i was so happy tt dar book out n he tmr free day n
frm wed he 8-5 or 6...i duno wad time.wadeva.
all the joy juz now make me so moody now..
wad shit am i tokin abt..makin no freakin sense.

anyway, went out with joanne today. she bought me a necklace.
nice. n the vain me today took a handful of photos...
sum r taken yday...nothing much to say.

wad age do u act?

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

in the heart of toa payoh

met sheryl after work yday at toa payoh..its been so long since
i last seen her..miss her. n she stil haven reply my letter. haha
as usual.. ;p think its 9 yrs of friendship. how precious.

i wish....

i wish life was as sweet as...

but wishes nv come true.

happy one and a half yr anniversary!

wedding bells may not be near yet.
but im dreaming of the perfect day.
of an outdoor dream of beautiful sunset,
lovely green grass n clear blue sea.

stories of dreamland fairy tales. sweetness of
that perfect day seems near yet so far.
beautiful as it is, how long will it last?
the one day of perfection brings an everlasting love
till eternity. ties a knot of the beautiful couple,
writing a whole new start of another chapter.

sick sick sick!!!!!!!!

i am very very sick now...running nose is BAD! i finish using all my two packets
of tissues today. n oso a roll of toilet paper. *sniffs sniffs*
i feel breathless coz my nose is running non-stop. n even when it stops,
its blocked. im now feeling HOT...which means....FEVER! damnit..this sucks.
for the whole day of being sick...i din do much at work. slpt in the morning
in the office chair without fan, aircon, nor windows. -_____-
woke up did sum work while waiting for shawn to come meet me for lunch.
he gt off wrong bus stop n blame me for it. toopid. well. after lunch it started
raining...so no choice had to walk in the rain. sigh...explains my fever now right?
sigh. shall juz upload sum pics. SHAWN N I FORGOT ALL ABT TAKING PHOTOS
TODAY!!! coz he wanna shit...muahahas


(from left)
the black dress is nice..shopping alone aint tt bad. but i nv buy k. its too ex.
u can nv guess the sec pic is the com screen.
well, the fourth pic is crushed bird on the pavement.

another sat gone...

went out with dear today. as usual. lunch with his army frens.
den went over his place to ROT...think coz im sick n i get really tired.
damn. anyway, we left for city hall at abt 4? i think so. cant rem.
had dinner at esplanade thai express. enjoy the dinner.
coz i was really hungry! i ate like a hungry ghost. haha..
outdoor theatre was havin the sch of rock bands performin today.
din really fancy them.. -_-
anyway we juz rot sitting ard den decide to head to orchard to hav coffee
or dessert. heh. while singin...'so kiss me...' haha..things we two do.
*faints. anyway, we went to buy famous amos at the specialist centre
n to centrepoint guardian to buy medi for me. n the retarded n crazy n silly
me wanted do sth silly..tt is to see sum idiot. haha...was jokin alot with dar
abt wad i should hav done there. hahaha. damn i would man. haha.
but sumone will scold me. hahaha...
anyway, one of dar's army fren say i look like.....JOANNE PEH!
gdness. think im far frm her. shes so pretty can. :(
ok off to starbucks at paragon we went chatting...den head home
by cab. now im home n think i wanna slp soon. dar nt replyin msn.
think he playin game. sigh. ciaoz.

dav, take care of urself in shanghai n hav FUN! hehe..
rem buy things for me too k. muahahhas...