love love love

i cannot explain the love i have for you.
totally in love with u...

the day has come.

as the above mentioned.....
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

almost lover

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

argh

my bf is in indonesia...yet i dun noe about it at alll!!!!!!!!!
i feel fucking useless...n meaningless to him...
someone pls tell me what to do...i need to do the right thing...

stupid life.

my body has given up on me officially.
anything i eat, will just be vomited out.
i think its a sign that im too fat.
darling wants me to see doc but i think im using my own health
to make him worried a lil more. coz it seems he nv cares.

february the month to show love...

Chinese New Year is just around the corner...then comes valentine's day.

CNY
its totally meaningless to me now. maybe its coz i've grown old.
getting ang baos are just a must...think about it, what u get from others is
probably what ur parents have to give back to their kids.
reunion dinners? all the more boring...it is only meaningful when the ppl
that are gathered are precious...sumtimes i wonder y is ppl that arent welcome
there as well. this dun wanna see that...end up?? two reunion dinners...how weird.
i swear im not goin the second one. plain stupid. cny is just the same old routine...
visiting the same old places. it has become a habit...not sth i look forward to.
the only thing i love now is the lonnnnngggg break! how cool. i do hope i get to spend
time with those i love. =)

valentines
well well...its the day to show love again...am i goin to spend it with him?
or will he be too busy that day for me again...i duno. i dun wanna hope.
i dun wanna think too much but i did tell him what i wish he could do...
he almost forgot about the day...how could he...i do wish it will be a special day for me.
just like my 21st birthday...simple yet memorable.

tts all folks...im just venting my frustrations here. gdbye.

how true

Angel's Heart

You fall in love quickly and easily.
You give so much in a relationship, and you don't expect much in return.
You love always seeing your lover and you just love them as they are.
You have a huge desire to whomever you love and you stay in love forever.