breathe, just breathe

Artist : Anna Nalick
Title :  Breathe (2am)

2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe,


i prefer the wendi koh version. but this sounds juz as gd. its a really nice song.
one of my fav. n brings back lotsa memories.

pout

y am i so upset?
y am i feeling scared?

i dun even noe how to put my feelings in words. sigh

dad's goin for his eye op tmr at AH. i really hope everything will be fine.
ppl pls keep my daddy in prayers ok?
i cant say i understand wad emotions hes goin thru now. but i guess
i wld be feeling afraid if i was him.

a smile that will last forever

no words can describe the feeling im in now. im simply delighted! absolutely
smiling. no longer frowning. i do understand wad u said n i'll like u to noe frm the
bottom of my heart that i really wish for things to work out.

v for venetta was a great movie. heh. so were the seats, nachos, n the company.
i had fun. really enjoyed myself. hee. been such a long time since i went bt batok.
reminded me of those days when i stil stay near there. those happy times of pri sch.
went to walk ard n i saw rocking horse. haa. sat on it. fun fun. damnit. should hav
taken photo. haha. i sure am retarded. haaa. *gallop gallop. lol

wads past is my past. its the future i look forward to. n im sure of it. =)

fly time fly!

sunday morning i woke up with the kids calling 'mummy', 'daddy'. hee.
carried davy down n deb out of her cot. hee. so they juz walked ard the room.
deb was so cute. she lied on my tummy n smile at me. hee. sweet little girl.
davy was reading a book he borrowed at the lib to me. book was titled '
mildred n sam....' cool! hee. he read to me like reading a bedtime story.
haa. was nice. hee. after lazing in bed for damn long, i gt up. left for church.
i promised to pay attention during service. n i did. tried keeping myself awake
by drawing n writing notes. haaa. i skipped AGM meeting. =p

was suppose to meet hong at 12 at PS. but she gt up late. told me she meeting
kk at 12 at woodlands. fine. mike came down to meet me first. reason being,
12 they haven meet yet! wadeva. they were damn late. mike n i juz sat outside
starbucks until they finally msg sayin meet at orchard. angry. now i gonna walk
there. argh. so....went buy taiwan crispy chicken with lotsa chilli! haa. walked n eat.
they called saying they r at orchard already when we're stil walking. so told them
walk to heeren. BUT...we reach heeren before them! n stil had to wait for those
two slow coaches! argh. angry. they went eat lunch at this jap fast food at the
basement of cine. i cant believe juz next to us was the boss, his wife n an employee.
the boss was practically shouting at the employee! like hello! theres customers la!
n i could hear every word so damn clearly. so stupid. i gt so angry coz we sat there for
almost half an hr n they din stop at all. i started to say really loud 'hello wanna scold scold
behind la. here gt customers. u damn noisy la!' n when we left, we said loudly 'wah lao.
noise pollution' lol. hmm we headed to suntec to shop. was really really B-O-R-I-N-G.
at least i had my fav ice cream! nt i pay. lol. waited for ning to join us then we headed to
clarke quay by cab. by then, my legs were breaking already. sat at tcc, slacked, crapped
until sumone gt hungry. so we left nt knowing where to eat. juz walked. suggested alot of
places, but we end up goin chinatown despite the complaining of FAR at first. haa.
went to the food street in chinatown to hav our dinner. kk ordered two bottles of beer.
so ning, kk n i drank. was really FULL! haa. we decided to go head home at abt 915.
gt on the train, n ning, kk n i wanted to PEE really badly. ahaa. so we gt off n relieved
ourselves. haaa. was really funny if u saw wad we did.
after two days of walking so much, a blister is wad i gt! haa.

today i stayed home. gonna wake up early. was super tired! aircon man said my aircon is
beyond hope. sobz. no aircon for me stil then. *cries! anyway, i gt use to it.
i cant wait for evening to come. hee. time quick FLY! hee.

- i heard sum news frm hong related to mike. i really dun believe wad she say. sigh.
6 yrs hav past since we broke up, hes gt a gf of 4 yrs. i cant believe it. he stil has feelings for....argh.
wad should i do? knowing its really nt possible anymore. we're always be frens n thats that.
i really hope he will think abt his life. listen to hong for wad i tell her r true. stop lying to urself
that it stil may be possible. im sorry. it wun be -

pictures can tok.

im tired. shall blog abt my day tmr. *click on pics to see the respective albums
heres sum pics frm joey's bday n....

oso sum that were taken on sat n sun...

i was suppose to be slping now. oops. its 4am already. snorts.
gonna wake up in....5, 6, 7, 8...4 hrs time! SNORT SNORT!
do u noe the aircon man, the aircon man, the aircon man.
do u noe the aircon? hes coming to my hse!

a smile on my face.

i cant describe how tired i am now. im simply DEAD! cant think. snorts.
last night wasnt able to slp. i guess i fell aslp only at 6am n i gonna wake up at
7 to meet him for breakfast. hee. surprisingly, i gt up without even lazing on
my bed. haa. happily went bathe n off i went. we head to KAP macs to hav
hotcakes. yummy. hee. im sorry i was kinda half dead there. was really slpy
but i tried my best nt to fall aslp. heee. we walked all the way to my aunt's
apartment which wasnt that FAR....haha...sat on a weirdly placed bench
for quite awhile before i went up to meet kay n fenyi. nice nice...i was almost
wanting to lie on ur shoulders to slp. lol!

anyway, kay, fenyi n i went to lei gardens for lunch. i stil had no appetite though
the food was REALLY DELICIOUS! but i had to eat so as nt to waste money. hee.
after lunch, i was already nt feeling too well. i felt like i was full to my throat. i juz
wanna puke everything out. went ikea with fenyi to do sum furniture shopping while
waiting for miss tnay yuan hong to leave her hse n head to town to meet me.
she was freaking late. was suppose meet me at 4 plus but she only reach at 525...
i was clever enough to take my own sweet time to town. well after she reach we
stil had to wait for mike. heh. both LATE! anyway, went cine n the gals watch
mike eat his dinner. hahha..had a hard time deciding wad to do. end up we decided
to give up pubbing to watching a movie. haa. went to TCC for a drink while waiting
for the movie time. we watched cry wolf. i kinda like the twist in the show. gt scare
quite a few times coz of the music n to make things worst stupid mike was pokin me.
-_- i jumped up my seat. after the movie which was kinda short, we din noe wad to do.
so we juz walked aimlessly. haa. stood outside sum pub listening to a band play. haa.
then head to macs cafe at lido. sat there n rot. till they wanna go home.

now im at elaine's. waiting for him to finish doin sth. =) cant wait for the movie date.
tmr's meet-the-girls day. haa. do wad? no idea. who cares. clarke quay?

beautiful sunrise!

i had the best morning i ever had. a slpy morning but yet a beautiful one.
sunrise was specially beautiful today. cuddling up in bed, holding on to the
phone, hearing ur voice. sweet. been a long time since i tok to sumone for
so long. n i enjoyed it very much! =) left left. lol
i woke up with a smile on my face. though slpy like mad, i crawled out of bed.
haaa...

bro's nt feeling well today. had fever in the morning. now coughing very badly.
hope he get well tmr. neither am i feeling very gd today. stomach's a little
unwell. but i'll be fine. haa. my eating disorder is back today. do not ask me y.
i had no appetite to eat again. aunt bought kfc to my hse. but i ate alittle n had the
feeling of wanting to puke. dinner oso din eat much. bah...
tmr's fenyi's bday. goin out for lunch with her n kay. after that i hav no plans.
asked the gals out to boardgame cafe. nt sure where it is. but i juz wanna chill.
hav yet to confirm whether we're goin. lets pray hard yes...
i do nt wanna be left walking ard myself. sobz...

gtg finish up my housework n rest!~ ciaoz my loves!

wish u werent far away but right beside me to watch the sunrise.
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edited~

im feeling really weak after a terrible nose bleed juz now. it din stop till almost
ten mins. i wash the cloth i was holding until my hands no more strength already.
i think my body is givin up on me. i've been nose bleeding alot the past few days.
am i dyin soon? lol

tmr im planless in the evening...really sucks. boardgame cafe is cancelled due to
sum reason. so lets juz see if ning n hong stil meeting me. if nt, i'll rot alone.

i think im half dead now. strengthless...
*wish sumone is beside me to hold me tight now* sigh

cheer myself up. tryin hard

below three jokes r taken frm dan's clownclinic.
i tried to make myself laugh. but i failed.

baby philosophies...

If it's mine it's mine,
if it's yours it's mine,
if I like it is mine,
if I can take it from you it is mine,
if I am playing with something ALL of the pieces are mine,
if I think it is mine it is,
if I saw it first it's mine,
if I had it then put it down it is still mine,
if you had it then you put it down it is now mine,
if it looks like the one I have at home it is mine,
if it is broken it is your
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Before - Passion
After - Ration

Before - Don't stop
After - Don't start

Before - Turbocharged
After - Jump-start

Before - Twice a night
After - Twice a month

Before - Saturday Night Fever
After - Monday Night Football

Before - Idol
After - Idle

Before - Oysters
After - Fishsticks

Before - Is that all you're having?
After - Maybe you should just have a salad, honey.

Before - It's like i'm living in a dream.
After - It's like he's living in a dorm.

Before - We agree on everything.
After - Doesn't she have a mind of her own?

Before - Charming and noble.
After - Chernobyl.

Before - I love a woman with curves.
After - I never said you were fat.

Before - He's completely lost without me.
After - Why won't he ever ask for directions?

Before - You look so seductive in black.
After - Your clothes are so depressing.

Before - She saysshe loves the way i take control of the situation.
After - She calls me n controlling, manipulative egomaniacal prick.

Before - You take my breathe away.
After - I feel like i'm suffocating.
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Chilli?
A guy sits down in a cafe and asks for the hot chilli. The waitress says, "The guy next to you got the last bowl."
He looks over and sees that the guy;s finished his meal, but the chilli bowl is still full
He says, "Hi! Are you going to eat that?"
The other guy says, "No. Help Yourself."
He takes it and starts to eat it. When he gets about half way through, his fork hits something. He looks down and sees a dead mouse in it, and he pukes all of the chilli back into the bowl.
The other guy says, "That's about as far as i got too."

Lucky...
There were three lunatics who were walking down the street when they came across a huge pile of shit.
The 1st loony put his eye in it and said, "Looks like shit."
The 2nd one puts his nose in it and said, "Smells like shit."
The last one puts his tongue in it and said, "Tastes like shit."
They all looked at each other and said, "Lucky we didn't step on it."

Math problems?
Q: What did the Mathematician do when he was constipated?
A: He worked it out with a pencil.
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no matter how hard i tried to forget n get on. i cant. sumwhere inside of me loves u so much
i cant let go. i tried letting myself love sumone else but i failed badly. im juz deceiving myself.
move on i tell myself each day. memories kept me standing still.

ice cream quiz

BROWNIE BATTER! You scored 92% SWEET, 66% CHUNKY, and 55% UNIQUE!

brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirl Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!

take this test

i am prone to injuries!

updates frm me...
sat: went meet elaine at bishan to get my bikini back so that i can go
swimming with the gals. went back woodlands after hanging ard at junction 8
for awhile. met ning at causeway point. had our little tiny lunch (frozen strawberries,
ice milk tea n soup for ning). then waited for sishi before we head down to woodlands
swimming complex where we meet weiliang n hong. while walking to the toilet to
change, i tripped on a tiny step n fell on my knees! say OUCH! blue black now.
i swear i fell gracefully but pain! *im wearing heels n mini skirt.* how graceful can that be.
start drizzling after an hr in the pool. am i suay or wad. everytime i swim no sun. i wanna tan!
anyway, all went back home to bathe n i went hong's place had my bath too.
we met up again after an hr to head to orchard. shop ard then head to newton to eat.
yummy sambal sotong, stingray n lala! *drools. ok i spend money again. argh!
anyway, sum things happen while we're at newton that made all of us flare at hong.
super angry i would say. esp sishi who kinda scolded hong. i gt pissed after sitting there
waiting for 45 mins. we went home after. was too late to go anywhere else n all was in a
bad mood already.
head to elaine's. bathe n chit chat with her. then watch tv n cut my nails.
i went to peel the side of my finger. it bleed. n now its so damn painful. its coming out
pus and i hav a problem bathing. it hurts. sobz. plaster aint helping too.
sun: since i slpt at 4plus, i woke up in 2 and a half hrs. was super slpy. worst, i woke up coz
the kids both were cryin! *screams! drag myself to bathe n did my make up blah blah.
off we went to church. baby deb was really a gd gal that day. hee. i din hav trouble
lookin after her. hee. gd for me. shes such a sweetie pie. hee.
head to PS after nette finish her meeting. shopped ard spotlight for awhile. then went eat with
nette n joey, dawn came join us after buying her things at spotlight. we went crazy taking pics.
up n down the escalators tryin to capture a gd pic of all four. heee...shall upload the pics
when i get them frm dawn. wanted to meet sumone for a movie but he couldnt. hee.
i decided nt to go my aunt's new condo, reason being its so damn far. n i wanted to learn
bake cake. hee. so i went with nette's hse with dawn. we manage to lie to joey so that he
wun come along. coz we baking his bday cake. heh. went groceries shopping at carrefour
then took cab to nette's hse.

time to bake cake! haa. was a really funny experience. forget this forget that. haaa.
dawn n i happily pressed the oreocrumbs for the base, washed hands, and then i picked up the
tracing paper.
me: nette wads this for?
nette: screams! oh shit. suppose to put at the bottom of the baking pan!
dawn n i: lOL! *redid the base. this time putting the tracing paper below.
whipped the cheese cream n cropped opeo n sugar. then pour into the pan. in it goes to the oven.
-after ten mins-
nette: *picks up the flour. oh no! i forgot to put the flour!
dawn n i: nette AH! LOL.
so we took the cake out pour out the cream n start whipping it with the flour. then pour back
n back into the oven. had our dinner. after an hr, the cake is done!
nette: y the bottom so wet ah?
nette's mum: think the water sipped in.
so we decided to flip the bottom to become the top! haaa...
deco time! its pretty fun decorating the cake with icing. hee.

i headed home after that.
mon: met davier to go shooting but end up nv. we walked frm city hall to PS. perspire like mad.
we want aircon. -i tripped myself while walking.-
juz nice. it started drizzling when we reaching PS. i went buy my eye lash curler
then we went times to read books. last min i decided nt to go for the interview at imodels.
i was hungry. off we went to 7eleven. i wanted cup noodles.
but end up with a pack of chips. hee. thank u davier! haaa. took bus to orchard then it started
raining pretty heavily. went lido while davier waited for his fren. then off i went to window
shop alone. waiting for nette or dawn to call me before i head to cine leisure.
met them then after awhile, i went meet joey the bday boy. my role is to irritate him but i think
i failed. haaa. he wasnt irritated by me. haa. brought him to suki ramen where the rest are waiting.
he din expect so many ppl i guess. haaa. his surprise. ok we planned for three surprises.
but sum nt surprise le. heh. bad service we had frm suki ramen. bad bad bad. but i was happy
with my fav chawamushi. i love it. memories. sigh.
we sat there till they were closing. then stand outside n took alot of crazy pics, grp pics etc.
i tripped myself again! im now home n feeling really tired n broke! sigh.

i really wanna watch movie! cal, when r we meeting for a show? *pout*

heres sum pics after such a long entry.


frm top left: dawn n i, ning n i (silly faces), ning n i, and lastly, ning, hong n me.

in conclusion frm the past three days, i am injuries prone!
fell down, my poor finger n i tripped twice! argh argh. *screams!
OUCH!

didnt wanna...

Artist: Marcos Hernandez
Song: The Way I Do

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do[x2]

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moods.

i seldom wake up so early. but then so wad i wake up so early. im
feeling all moody. upset. all negative emotions r running thru me.
i've no mood to do anything. but yet being home wun do me gd either.
y? wads wrong with me? i dun even noe y im so moody.
i juz wanna drown the tears away.

my mum bought things for me again. its juz making me feel so guilty.
guilty that today im writing a letter that is goin to dissapoint her.
i juz wanna cry. run away. far far away.

wad kinda lover r u?

today ended up goin IMM coz my bro wanna play at the playground. so i woke up
at my usual 1pm. then do housework, n out i went with them. its nice to be driven
ard. haa. my dad had car only for today. heh. miss sitting in a car. sigh.
anyway, i went to play with tong tongs again. so me. wadeva. had dinner with the
church adults (my bro's godparents, dawn tan's parents n another lady)...
u can nv imagine how adults can play on the road with cars too. purposely driving
side by side juz to shout n tease each other. haa. was damn funny. im home now,
feeling moody suddenly. sigh. i duno y.

plans for tmr changed. no more goin to chill. we're goin swimming. oh yeah. time to get black!
loves it. but then my bikini is at elaine's! sigh. lets hope i can meet her for lunch or sth then
get back frm her. before meeting the gals. yeah. after swimming do wad sia. argh.
night time is back to elaine's place to stay. heh. i juz love staying there.
i honestly duno wads wrong with mum these few days. pms? wad the hell. everyday come
home start her nagging. mop the floor for her today stil complain dirty. ask me sweep.
like shit ass. juz a few strands of hair u complain dirty! sumhow she nv fails to make me
in such a bad mood. she scream at my bro for duno wad stupid reason. wadeva. its juz her.
crap! im tryin to think of how to write the letter telling her my results. shit ass. argh.
who can listen to me vent my anger or frustrations out now? anyone willing to lend a ear,
pls call me on my hp k. sigh.

i came up with a poem while lying on my bed last night.
here it goes:
on a night like this,
i dreamt of e man i love.
on a night like this,
i hugged him and listened to his heartbeat.
on a night like this,
i whisper in his ears "dearest, i love u so".
oh wad a beautiful night this is.

'leave the tears deep in my eye, nv let it flow.'
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The Devoted Lover 54% partner focus, 19% aggressiveness, 50% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Devoted Lover. The Devoted Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is perhaps the best Lover Style when it comes to developing a long-term, caring and rewarding relationship. The Devoted Lover is a treasure to find, though it is sometimes difficult to time establishing a relationship with one just right; usually, this is the last romantic relationship you'll need to find, so sow any wild oats first. In terms of physical love, the Devoted Lover can be shy at first but gradually warms and eventually can be a thrilling partner who knows every need of his/her partner. Given a strong and loving relationship, and the right lover, the Devoted Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Suave Lover (most of all) or the Classic Lover, or the Carnal Lover. take the test!

high high into the sky!

damnit. wads wrong with my stomach? its so damn weak now.
been goin toilet duno how many times. is it coz of my super late dinner?
crap. i feel damn weak now. wanna vomit. sobz.

anyway, went for my swim today. but stupid sun playin hide n seek with me.
i realise my meal times r totally screwed up. i wun even feel hungry when
i eat lunch at 5 n dinner at 11.

tmr shall be a little gal to follow daddy go meet bro's god parents for dinner...
bro was sayin he wanna see monkeys! *faints. i wonder where. think i saw
alot of monkeys at bukit batok reserve last sunday! hahaha....scary!
im juz glad i wasnt attacked by them. haha....cal i wanna eat cockles at east coast!
im drooling for it le...lol. *waiting patiently. teehee...

sat's a day to chill with my gals again! yippies! im officially broke! n i really mean BROKE!
argh...sat's oso a day to tell my mum abt my results. sigh. prayin hard for her understanding.
im already really sorry.
wads my plan for sunday? sigh no ideas. waiting for answer. finish service so early. argh.

'in god i put my trust!'

my little world.

who can understand the little world inside of me?
the pain i feel inside.
the hurt im goin thru.
the torture in my mind.
the longing of havin sumone to love me.
the fear of darkness n loneliness.
the withdrawal from the world outside.
i juz wish to run away, to a far away land where no one noes who am i.
i juz wish to slp n nv wake up.
for the only place where i could slp like a baby is in his arms.
where is this place where i belong?
for i no longer feel like i belong to the place i am.
im juz a wandering soul finding her way thru total darkness.
god, take me away.

silent night

boredom at night. slping at 6am. sounds familiar. thats me!
damn. i haven been slping early! argh. oh yea i did! early in the morning.
total shit. blame it all on the book 'the DA VINCI code'. i gt so damn addicted
to it. that i read till i totally forgot the time. -_____-
nt even forgetting to slp, i oso forgot to get down the train today. stupid me.
n i ALMOST forgot to get down the bus after. haaa. its such an interesting book.

sigh sigh sigh...my cough is stil getting no where better. worse of all, its dry cough.
making my throat feel really painful.
tmr's friday. wonder wads the plan? duno if dinner at tracy's bf's house is stil on.
shall see. gonna be rotting at home. BORED stiff. i wanna watch final destination 3 n
nanny mcfee! anyone interested to watch with me? pretty pls?

sat will be goin sentosa with chelle! n mayb or mayb nt davier. haa. cant wait.
its tanning time! haaa. wonder if i should stay over at elaine's every sat frm now on.
haaa. laziness to travel to church on sundays alone. i will surely wake up late. heee..
oh man. i love havin plans on weekends. sunday its outing! hiking? haa. picnic? hmmm.

boredom struck at night.

You Are 64% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

beautiful thoughts

Beautiful thoughts of you
are filling my heart with
joy, happiness and desire.

The smell of fresh vanilla
and wonderful red roses
as you give me a warm hug.

Your beautiful eyes opening
the path to a wonderful start-
something great and new for us.

Within the softness of your touch
I find the peace and comfort
that I wanted for so long.

The kindness in your words
give me the strength to face
problems with courage and dignity.

Throughout the silent of the night,
I find myself thinking of you...
kind thoughts from the heart.

I wish I could tell you
how much you mean to me, and
how very much I wish you could stay...

love wont leave you

Love Won't Leave You by Avalon

I think I caught you just in time
I caught you trying to survive
Broken pieces in your heart, never mend
But every hope you've ever had
Can breathe again

Love won't leave you empty-handed
Broken down and somewhere stranded
Love won't leave you hanging on for life
Cause love is
Love is always true
God is love
And love won't leave you

I wanna say you'll be okay
Always doing things the hard way
Living paralyzed by fear
But you know
You can let it go today
And save tomorrow

Love is gonna free your mind
Love is gonna steal your pride
And even though the hard times come
Love is gonna make things right

I think I caught you just in time
Love is gonna save your life
listen
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like havin running nose n sore throat wasnt enough to make me feel so damn uncomfortable.
im now having stupid cramps. which makes me feel worst! the pain is unbearable. popped
panadol like no one's business. sigh. this is bad. but i dun hav much of a choice. without
panadol, dun even think abt walking. i'll be rolling on the floor. ARGH!
damn. how am i goin to mop the floor with cramps tmr? AHH! god help me!
i had my hair cut today. heh. looks alright i guess.
yawn...i cant wait for the weekends to come. hee. its gonna be exciting. haa.

below are pics taken last sunday.
as usual click on the pic n u will go my multiply account where there r more pics!

gd nite everyone. im dead tired. zzz

fallen sick

im home finally after one whole week. n bad news i hear. dad goin for an op for his eye.
if he stil dun go for this op, he will go blind. now he is havin difficulty seeing already.
sigh. i really hope things goes well for him. bro had an asthma attack on fri.
n now stil recovering frm it. sigh.

i came home to a spoilt com. stupid monitor's brightness is spoilt. now its kinda dark.
feel so uncomfortable lookin at it. sigh.
anyway, i baked brownies on mon. taste really gd. esp with berry ice cream!
hmm. explains y im sick now. down with sore throat n running nose.
lets hope i get well soon. i do not wanna see a doc. sigh. n i dun wish for the word 'fever'
to come.
chelle's starting work tmr. no more chelle to tok to me online in the afternoon.
unless she can go online at work but then again, she'll be busy. hee. i hope she will enjoy
her job. =)
wonder wads in store for me tmr. feels like getting use to home again now. ahhahaha...
lost touch of how things works at home. :p goin for a haircut tmr at quickcut.
i pray that they dun make me look ugly! argh. dun trust them with my hair. i dun wanna
look ugly this weekend. teehee..

ok here r the pics taken at MOS on tracy's birthday.
click on the pic below to see the others...