love is...?

sweetness to bitterness? sourness? tears?
i duno.

gd nite ppl.

my day..

today almost the whole day i was bored. the moment i reach dar dar's hse in the morn. he is facin the laptop downloadin things. was quite long. den by afternoon he went to cook for our lunch. i wanted drink my chicken noodle twist soup BUT once again sumone drank it. im juz nt fated to drink it i guess. oh well, had hot n sour, n mushroom soup instead since its the only two left. he cooked spaghetti for us. den bro came hme. btw his sis was hme til the bro came back. so there goes our time wantin to be alone.

the bro came back n while eatin all of us were watchin kill bill 2 which i wil say is BORING. juz feels like u're watchin a old grandma tellin a story. by the time the show ended, it was already 3+ or 4 i guess. cant really rem clearly. it was already too late to go almost anywhere. since i wanna reach hme before 7. he tot of goin tampines mall, causeway point or bugis which im really sick of them. we ended up goin esplanade. reached there at 5.55pm so nt alot of time oso. left at 630. bt we bought ice cream n candy floss there. which cheered me up a little. we walked to the station thru city link, bought sum bread to eat. den headed back. before gettin up the train my mum called sayin shes nt hme. yup. i was happy. coz it means we hav more time together before i head hme. so had dinner at my place the food court. ate laksa n ice kacang. tts abt all. how i spend my whole day. heh.

simply joyous!!

our 6th month anniversary is today! happy anniversary baby!!

wonderful nite.

yesterday was a wonderful day i had. i went to my darlin's hse in the afternoon to help him prepare food. we made lots of things for our pinic at nite. aglio olio, mashed potatoes, fruit salad n teriyaki asparagus wrapped with pork. oh n we bought salsa for nachos. yummy. they r delicious. on our way to font canning park for ballet under the stars, we went to buy sum alcoholic drinks. hee. we reach font canning early. so ate alittle . we enjoyed the food so much. heh. dances were beautiful too. i specially like the second dance abt wad a woman do before her death. =) i wish i could go for every single ballet under the stars. coz i juz simply enjoy watchin the dance. nt to mention i had a wonderful company with me this yr too. definitely enjoyed myself.

as for today, im nt feelin tt well. monthly thing is here. damn. hate it. cramps. argh. im totally weak nw. had to eat panadol to control the pain.

this comin mon is my darlin n i's 6th month anniversary. half a yr hav past since we were together. time flies. i enjoyed every moment with him. through times of love or sorrows, we wil pull thru.

ok i gtg nw. hav to buy dinner. au revoir!!

izzit me ??

i feel like i dun understand guys anymore. nt even my own darlin. i feel like a lost sheep tryin to figure out things that used to be familiar.

i duno wad to do anymore. i tried nt to be unhappy abt him goin out. which i did it today n i really wasnt unhappy. i made myself so hyper i started a joke. told him to tel his frens he nt goin. or i tel them for him oso can. i made it obvious tt its a joke by typin haha n hehe. bt its nt at all obvious to him n he dun like the joke. end up quarrellin abt it. bt mayb til nw i stil dun understand y. nvm. its stil a long story. i dun wish to say all out here. he went in the end. guess hes retarded frens muz hav scolded him for being late. which he is very.

im tryin to be nt so upset now. coz i am. i really feel really unhappy. y do we always hav to quarrel abt the same old thing. "him goin out" izzit my fault tt im so unreasonable. or at least i think i am.

tears~

i feel really upset. i duno y i cant seems to decide to go for meta or nt. i've nv felt this way.

deep in thoughts

im feelin really unhappy abt sum church ppl. they juz love last min stuffs rite? church camp is comin n there r many things needed to be done. they all should noe. cant they plan out wad is needed to be done beforehand? instead of tellin dawn n me last min they wan this n that like in a week. mayb if its the first time this is happenin i wun be so unhappy abt it. bt its nt. anyway, im asked to do a poster by this or next sun. i'll keep quiet n juz do it to help dawn.

today has been a bored day as usual. its juz hols to me. did housework. my cough has finally recovered. it was pretty bad few days ago. my throat was painful causin me to hav difficulty tokin. really happy im ok nw. which means I CAN EAT SWEETS N DRINK COLD DRINKS ALREADY!! haha. oops! dar dar is goin to scold me. hee.

tmr my baby is havin his first drivin lesson. hee. finally hes learnin which oso means its nearer for the day tt he can drive! haha. if only i gt the money to learn too. heh. nvm. i wil learn sumday. i hope im nt a driver like his mum. really cute mum he hav! haha. say the truth i feel much happier when im with his family den my own. at least my ears feel peaceful. =)

i love my darlin so much. though many times we quarrel, bt i noe im stil his precius baby. n he is mine too. he gives me all the care, concern n love anyone can giv. for our love for each other is deeper den the oceans. nothing can make me leave him.

im new =)

its holidays time. im nt really excited abt it if u realise. coz theres many things i cant do during hols so dun really feel excited. i wanna get a job asap. coz i wanna get sum money to spend.

well i dun really hav much to say. its my first entry here. tot its nice to hav a blog of my own. instead of writing in deviantart all the time. hee =)