*boom boom boom. i seriously can start playin drums on my tummy now. argh.
its damn uncomfortable. though i put oilment n rubbed n drank lotsa WARM
water, its stil nt helping. sobz. damn sad. i feel bloated n the urge to puke all
my food out.
anyway, been kinda sad suddenly nowadays. reason i duno y. is it coz i feel caged
up? i seriously wish one day i get the freedom to go out till wadeva time i wan n nt
get questioned. i need to chill. i need to get out of the hse for fresh air. im so tired
of seeing faces everyday. get me a freaking job. life bookshop call me! argh.
i dun wanna stay home anymore. i dun wanna be home to be a slave, i dun wanna
be home to get angry with bro n irritated by dad. im so sick of it.
sumtimes i wish i could see u, but i cant get out. i wish to tok to u online, but u aint
free. i wish to tok to u, but u need slp. i dun wanna be the reason u're stayin awake.
i wish weekends are to be looked forward to. but they arent.
gonna go to sch tmr to collect my ten grad books. seriously i duno how im gonna
carry them but wadeva. i had to. at least i hav cal to let me put sum at his place.
thanks cal. hope u get well soon okies?
i really duno if i could go anywhere else after collecting my books. i wish. can i?
haiz. wadeva. fuck this life i hav.
responsibility responsibility.....when can i hav a life i call my own?
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