washin my pillow with tears is wad i've been doin the past few nights. til now i stil dun wish that he go. worse now, when my unreasonable mum refuse to let me go out to even see him on fri before he leaves on sat morn. ya 3 days. short? fine. bt its nt for me. i'll probably be washin my pillow with tears every night or even day. no one understands y im feelin this way. everyone wil say tt im stupid. its juz 3 days. i cant hav him with me all the time. who can understand me?
the frustration livin in this family. the unhappiness of comin hme. the hatred in me. tt lives forever. the memories that lies deep inside. memories tt i dun even wish it is stil with me. how i wish sth happen to me one day. n i can erase everything frm my mind. no one understands y i hate my parents so much. tt i cant wait to leave them. sumtimes i duno y i hav a bro. to keep me to this family? for his sake? if nt mayb long ago i would hav left. i believe i can survive myself. i dun nid their money. i can afford to earn it myself. bt y am i stil here? i really duno y.
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