letter to u

when i sit down n let my mind go blank,
i realise how small i am in the world of you.
i see me, the tiny me in your eyes.
i see that I, i am juz a passerby.

i open my eyes.
awake frm the dream i had.
im all alone in my room.
i stared into the ceiling.
i begin to wonder.

i was hoping.
i was dreaming.
i was wishing.
i was anticipating.
grant me my wish lord.
my silly small wish.

that silly small wish means the world to me.

a hole in my heart i felt.
heal it.
stuff it up with cotton wool.
stop it frm bleeding.

i miss u i say.
i love u i know.
i miss u.
i love u.

these r the words i wish to say to u.
to u, that man i loved.
n stil do deeply inside.

-lil sunflower-