alone.

where r all my frens? i seems lost all the time.
i hate feeling lonely. i hate seeing ppl goin out with frens.
i have no frens. no one to share my joys n sorrows.
sumtimes having a bf dun mean anything.
frens r important. bf sumtimes cant be relied on.

i feel like im in a dilema. leave or not?
stay or not? hang on or turn away.
i feel like im breakin down.
like a break down train. out of no where,
out of no reasons, suddenly it juz stop. n it cant work.
he reminds me of sumone im afraid to face.
when things go wrong.

i feel ashamed since that day. i feel like i cant face ppl now.
i feel like hiding my face. i really wanted to.
wad wil ppl say? wad will ppl think?
even ppl close to me. wad r they really thinkin in their minds?
i really duno. i feel like everyone is like strangers.
i duno wads goin on in their minds. i really cant figure.
who can i really trust? i cant even trust the one who died for me.
who else can i really trust. i cant even trust myself anymore.
i duno wads goin on. i really dun.
im breakin down to pieces.
may sumone stick them back when they find the pieces.