life goes on...

well, i've been havin much fun the past few days. im quite lazy to actually
say it in detail. went out twice with chelle, doin nothin much but it was time
enjoyed. love her company. failed to surprise dar after his work twice.
i finally did today. after standin outside for an hr. coz he work OT. nvm im a
patient gal when comes to waiting for my bf. hehe. actually im patient even if
its my fren. right chelle? anyway, waited frm 6 to 7 n finally see dar n his surprised face.
heh he called his mum n ask if he could eat out coz she cooked already. so sweet of u dear.
n sorry aunty. dar tot of goin my hse there eat den send me back since its nearer to
my place frm PS. so we went to the coffee shop to eat. den he send me back.
im so happy. its been so long since he send me hme. n he wanted see tortie, so i
ran up n brought tortie n tigger down. after hugging n kissin bye duno how many times.
he left. n i juz went to bathe n started doin work.
anyway, class ended in half an hr today. so went meet kenny n paul n paul's two other frens
for lunch. i nv eat. hated the queue. actually i nv eat anything til dinner. anyway,
kenny went class while i rot in studio for awhile. den meet him to acc him go cut his hair.
den went back sch to see lecturer abt the attendance. sigh. den acc shawn eat coz he was
in the studio n too happy to see me. so i tot i shall go acc him before meetin kenny.
since kenny oso gt paul. heh. so after shawn finish eatin i went meet kenny n paul. went
to paul's lab there n rot the time away. n im off to PS. *end of my day* (gt more
before my class but too lazy to type)
my birthday is juz next sun. finally it falls on a weekend. nice. i cant wait.
duno wads it goin to be like. dar dar plannin surprise? heh. wad presents am i
goin get? damn i feel like being a little kid jumpin for joy when i see my presents
and open them. =)
im worried abt my attendance for visual literacy. hope i wun get debarred. sigh.
im cranky n tired now. sorry dar for being retarded juz now on the fone.
off to bed now. gd nite all.

today is BLUE day. its lunch with dar tmr. bye for now.

fenyi is goin back on wed midnight. sigh wun see her til i duno when again.
really miss her. anyway tink might be goin dinner with her, karen n marv tmr.
we'll see.

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missing my beloved gong gong.

as some of u may already noe, my grandpa passed away on sat mornin.
the funeral juz ended today. i tink i lost alot of slp the past few days.
i miss gong gong. though i may nt have alot of memories of him as karen
had, but i rem him as sumone who loves this family. he always wanna
fix the things at home himself. hes the only one who rems abt dar
during chinese new yr.
gong grew weaker abt 2 yrs ago if i nv rem wrongly. i rem he was in
ICU for ten days when i was in thailand during my mission trip.
gt an sms that he may die. i was so afraid then that i cant see him for
the last time. but he survive. his health was deteriorating for the past
few months. he juz celebrated his 80th bday two weeks ago. sat mornin,
when i reach n see him lyin on his bed motionless, i cried. i wish that
he wil move n tok to us. but he cant do that anymore. that scene is
stil remaining in my mind. its hard to forget. i wish i hav had more time
to get to know him more.
was lookin at the chinese new yr photos that fenyi developed for us.
lookin at the one that all the grandchildren standin behind him n por por.
i really miss him. juz seein his smile i noe that hes really happy that we're
all there.
now all we can do is miss him. im lookin forward to the day that i go heaven
n wil be able to meet him again.

today as i see the coffin roll into the fire. i was so afraid to see the door shut
so loud with fire flying out. but im glad i cant see all that. (i saw another
relative's cremation n i heard the loud shutting of the fire door) if i did i'll
probably cry even more. even marv cried. everyone cried. tink its
the first time i see marv shed a tear. until now while typin this, im stil cryin.
dar dar is sick. went to meet him at his place. actually wanted to celebrate his
graduation with him since i couldnt attend today but he sick so stayed at his place.
he was so hot when i held his hand. he took his temperature. it was 37.6 i tink.
pretty worried abt him. hope he'll get better tmr. if hes nt den i'll bring him to the doc.

im pretty tired now. tink im off to dreamland to meet dar.

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