all alone.

im back in singapore. church camp was ok. relaxing.
marv's birthday is tmr. we made the number 21 with small
little cakes for him n ask him to finish everything up. hee.
including the decorations (slices of lemon and mint leaves).
hehe. poor him. he was made to stand on a chair while our
pastor made an announcement abt his 21st birthday. how
cool is that. haha. im nice enough nt to smash the cakes
on his face. i hope the YAs dun do anything to him tonight.
since hes with them extending the trip.

im all alone in spore. i duno to be happy or sad. my wish din
came true. n despite that i stil hav to do housework for my
parents. i feel really sad that im alone tonight. if only hes here
with me. we could be watchin show together. sigh. if only tmr
night he could come over. i duno. juz wishin n hopin.

let tears company me to slp tonight. off to watch lost now.
duno wad its abt. juz watchin. haven had my dinner.
skippin it i guess.

i wish to be YOUR bao bei. nt juz a bao bei.
i wish i stil have a place in ur heart. im stil holdin on to the little star i see.
stil hopin that im the greatest star in ur life. the greatest gift
god hav given u. hopin that u wil hold my hands n hug n kiss me
like before. say u love me so ever sweetly. always tellin me how
precious i am to u.

i wish i noe y things hav turn out to be like that. y such a big change?
theres so many questions that i hav no answer to.

Guang Liang - Tong Hua's meaning

The meanin of the lyrics of Tong Hua. ( REAL VERSION )
I have forgotten how long was it,
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?
You came and tell me with the tears in your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to shine and shimmer.
Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales, Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.
Everything is our beautiful ending.

took this from marcus's blog.

little superhero girl

Little Superhero Girl - Corrinne May
i feel like a little girl
tryin to conquer the whole wide world
everybody wants a piece of me
and i just don't know where to turn
i've got work piled up to my head
all i want to do is jump into bed
and wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
take a trip to singapore and
imagine how i'll make the world a better place

all i need is a good disguise
one where nobody can recognize
that i'm feelin so small
all i need is a secret weapon
i've gotta have faith
zapping monsters into outer space
i'm gonna be a superhero

na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na
yeah

if i were a little girl
tryin to clean up the whole wide world
i'd kick the bad boys back to school
teach them fighting's just not cool
i'd give every kid a teddy bear
turn staring people into millionaires
break glass ceilings with dynamite
srinkle a little sugar and spice
turn the bullies that terrorize
into pink poodles that bark,
but don't bite

all i need is a good disguise
one where nobody can recognize
that i'm feeling so small
all i need is a secret weapon
i've gotta have faith
zapping monsters into outer space
i'm gonna be a superhero

na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na
yeah

little superhero girl
little superhero girl
save me
little superhero girl
little superhero girl
save me from myself

i feel like a little girl
trying to conquer the whole wide world


i wish im a superhero. den i can make things better.
to save myself frm gettin hurt.
dear i love u so much. i know u feel the same.
but my heart's so torn can u fix it?
i miss u so much. hopin things got better.
hopin love is enough for us to last til forever.
im nt askin much frm u but juz love me.
i dun mind if u wan ur self space. i can understand.
i wan ur honesty. the communication.

brain dead

im bloggin coz dar said so. hee. right baby?
ok. im too lazy to blog the past few days. mayb i juz din wanna
say how i felt n wad i been doin.

went find dar after my morn class. waited for him to wash up den
went buy our lunch. he was being a little piggy while i was eating.
den when he eatin im being the piggy. hee. i was really tired. so when
dar ask me wake up to go sch i was really draggin myself up. oh wells.
classes today was interesting but boring as well. dun really make much
sense there. wadeva. hee. met dar again after my class which ended early.

went walk ard metro n tm. hee. den he went meet his mum while i head hme.
stupid bus stoped right in front of my face when im only at the traffic lights!
so sickening. had to wait for the next one which takes ages to come.
and wads worse! no seats. this china lady's groceries r big shots! they need a seat.
she dun even feel embrassed that theres a pregnant lady standin. damn her.
hate such ppl. nvm. she gt scolded by a man later. haha. i was laughin inside.
coz den i was sitting already. right in front of her. haha. so i can see gd show.
serve her right.

i gt no idea wad to do tmr night. sigh. sam has sch. til 10. its out of the question to
meet him. sigh. dar has youth meetin. i feel bored. my dar dar totally forgot abt it.
how nice. n he stil tell me on sun that wed we can go out. hee. but nvm. worse
come to worse. rot myself. wad im 'best' at now.

its time to hit the sack. im tired. if i could wake up early in the morn tmr i wil.
juz love to see him slp. but of coz wad i really wan is him to hug me to slp.
gd nite everyone. im out of here.