all alone.

im back in singapore. church camp was ok. relaxing.
marv's birthday is tmr. we made the number 21 with small
little cakes for him n ask him to finish everything up. hee.
including the decorations (slices of lemon and mint leaves).
hehe. poor him. he was made to stand on a chair while our
pastor made an announcement abt his 21st birthday. how
cool is that. haha. im nice enough nt to smash the cakes
on his face. i hope the YAs dun do anything to him tonight.
since hes with them extending the trip.

im all alone in spore. i duno to be happy or sad. my wish din
came true. n despite that i stil hav to do housework for my
parents. i feel really sad that im alone tonight. if only hes here
with me. we could be watchin show together. sigh. if only tmr
night he could come over. i duno. juz wishin n hopin.

let tears company me to slp tonight. off to watch lost now.
duno wad its abt. juz watchin. haven had my dinner.
skippin it i guess.

i wish to be YOUR bao bei. nt juz a bao bei.
i wish i stil have a place in ur heart. im stil holdin on to the little star i see.
stil hopin that im the greatest star in ur life. the greatest gift
god hav given u. hopin that u wil hold my hands n hug n kiss me
like before. say u love me so ever sweetly. always tellin me how
precious i am to u.

i wish i noe y things hav turn out to be like that. y such a big change?
theres so many questions that i hav no answer to.