totally fallen.

im down DOWN DOWN!!!!!!!!!
terribly in pain.
i've gt torsilitis.

this is wad i can find to describe what is happening in my throat.
In some patients, chronic tonsil infections and enlarged tonsils can lead to a condition called chronic cryptic tonsillitis. The tonsils contain many small pockets and infoldings called crypts, which can trap small food particles and other debris. This can produce small, white stone-like particles called tonsilliths, composed of bacteria and dead cells, which are foul-smelling, can prolong the infection, and may cause a mild, intermittent sore throat.

im in intense pain. i cant really tok.
i cant drink. i cant eat.

for the past two days, it gt me into a high fever which came only when im slping.
i will wake up in the middle of the night shivering coz im burning hot.
it subsides but will come back suddenly without a warning.
stupid fever. sumtimes i feel as though im goin to die.
whole body is burning hot. takes more than an hour of constant cold toweling before it
slightly subside.

pls juz let me get well asap. pls.
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thank you love for letting me noe i meant alot to u.
truly im touched by the care & concern i've gotten the past few days.
thank you for staying up & making sure my fever subsides.
thank you for rushing home to buy food & cool my fever down with freezing cold towels. =)

only when u're down, do u noe who truly cares.
those who cares are definitely NOT my parents.
I HATE HOME. i wish i never have to go back to a place i call 'prison'.