a wonderful day

fyp is officially over. had my presentation today. was a paranoid freak the whole
morning. i was the first to present. feels scary. yet its a gd thing im first. less
lecturers. when i went in, there was only 4...n when i finish tokin, more came in.
terrence(the lecturer i hated since yr1) he came in. din see my work. he was sumwhere
else. guess he noes I HATE HIM. i was bombarded with many negative comments
for my posters. but at least they r happy with my brochure.
quoted by james na '...i will give u credit for doin sth interesting n different...at least
u nv do sth like AIDS. so common.'
haha. ok...i guess i should say thanks. lillie was goin nonstop abt how expensive ads
cost n how they will NOT approve of mine coz it juz doesnt work. OOOOKK.
i get ur point woman. they had so much to say. im glad i noe insomnia well enough
to shut them up with questions on insomnia n who it affects. lol. i did my research well.
after that they juz went on n on abt how i SHOULD hav done my posters. which of coz
i dun understand wads the point of it. coz its already DONE! its a presentation but it turn
out to be like a crit. haa. nvm. teng hong wasnt ard during my presentation. sad but i made
it thru myself. i din feel demoralised. i felt a sigh of relief that im done with it.

later i waited for all to finish. of coz that includes my dearest shawn. haa. glad his went
well too. had lunch together with him n jenna. then shawn left. jenna n i started tokin
abt sum stuffs. its amazing to noe i wasnt alone to feel the way i did. up till now, i wish
he understood my stand. i wish he gave me time. i wish. but i noe its nt up to me to ask
of him. i guess im stil here waiting for a day hes back by my side. i juz wanna be an angel
watching over him by the side. his lil sunflower always.

after jenna n eugene left, i went to rot in the studio. juz chit chatting on msn. haha..wasnt
feeling well n all. i had diarrhoea since yday. im havin a bad throat n cough. my wisdom
tooth hurts. both bottom ones. i hav a hard time eatin anything. no appetite. knowing it
will go straight down n i will hav to run to the toilet. damnit. i left sch at 4 n head to the airport.
met cal at the bus stop waiting for 27. been a long time i met him. nice chatting for a short while.
at the airport i juz waited n waited n waited till his flight landed. which was at 6? i think so.
saw sultan n belinda. n gt to noe that manson is comin too...n best of all. dan's parents were
there too. parents drove us back to his place. then we head for dinner at perdana. funny
stuffs happened there. haha. he was sharing with us abt his adventures. interesting n funny
at the same time. lol. after tt we all head home. when i was waiting for my bus to go back
home frm ten mile junction i gt an sms frm ben. he told me wad terrence said.

below is the detailed conversation of theirs...frm ben thru msn to me.
b: did you kill anyone as usual? he knew i was refering to you... and said...
t: wasnt too bad... mildred did good... in fact the lecturers were impressed
t: what was she worried about at all? or why?
b: hur hur... :)

ben oso told me that terrence said that i hav good visual skills.
coming frm terrence its NAN DE. i hated this man since yr 1. for his straight forward crit.
n nt of ur work but u. guess im glad to hear the nice comments. but then again. results r
up to ALL of them nt juz him alone. all in all, i had a great day. im truly happy today. nth
more i can ask for. god really answered all my tiny prayers thruout the day. in ways i nv
realised till i think abt it.

i wish sumone share my joy with me. i wish sumone could celebrate with me.
now tt dan's back...its busy time for STIR. heh.

tmr im goin to elaine's. bake stuffs. play with the kids. at night gonna meet anisha. haven
seen her for so long. =)

last but nt least, i need a job asap. i need money. i need sth to do. i dun wanna stay
home n rot this holiday away.
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Artist: Bosson
Song: One in a Million

You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh

Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

[Chorus x 2]

In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and you were the same
And when you didn't want me I wanted you because
The funny thing about it is I liked the show
I like it when its difficult
I like it when its hard
Then you know its worth it
That you found your heart

[Chorus x 2]

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million