i cant believe myself...darling called...n i actually freaking did nt sound
overjoyed or happy...i was on the verge of cryin. i was so freaking moody.
i juz wished he was near. i juz wished he could tok longer. i wanna say my heart
out...but i cant. its nt tt im nt happy to hear his voice, im juz too moody n upset
n stressed up tt i cant sound happy. im sorry baby.
i cried. fyp is juz too much stress to take. im so tired. im so TIRED!
i juz wish time could stop. i dun wanna go sch. i dun wanna tok to james na.
i dun wanna see him. i dun wanna get two hammers banging on both side of my
brains.
i wan peace.
baby says: 'i'll be home soon baby'
i say: 'yeah...another week to go'
how the hell am i gonna get pass august!? im beginning to wonder.
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i may get jamie cullum's concert tickets tmr. 150 dollars tickets.
all thanks to my buddy! shall see how tmr. pray hard mayb i'll really get.
i hope so. n if i get, shawn's goin with me! great company. can always
cheer me up best.
goin to the airport tmr arvo. i need peace n quietness.
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