my life is but a life tt is being controlled by sumone...a life nt my
own. even a caged bird get it's freedom to fly ard n come back..
but nt me. im but a human living in a cage...every movement,
every action is observed. nothing i can do is of my own decision.
sum ppl may understand wad im tokin abt n who im refering to.
i juz tired of my life. only time im really n truly happy is when
my time with dar. the only time i feel save. when no one will shout,
scold, or beat me. the only time sumone will be there to encourage
me. no where else can i find such comfort. no where is comfort
but in the arms of my darling. i dun understand the meaning of
LIFE. for i almost see none...
christmas is juz ard the corner. i stil dun feel the spirit of christmas.
i only feel the spirit of stress. beginning of feb external examiners will
be here. therefore, i hav to finish my proj mayb by jan. im so tired
and so drained. i juz feel like im falling apart. next thurs will be my
critic...i hav to present 6 weeks worth of work done. i hav only one week
mayb.
enough of sad stuffs. well, 23rd dec my family n my cousins family will
be celebrating christmas. having a mini party with juz two of our families.
im in charge of desserts. i guess im making jelly..red n green jellies.
my cousin said 'use ur creativity.' i told her sounds like playing with food.
any ideas how i can make the dessert more christmas?? i duno wad im tokin
abt...bah..
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