
is it even wrong to see a doc when im nt feeling well?
yes i hate tellin u alot of things. u r always kept in the dark
in alot of things. y nt ask urself y. i dun care if u dun trust me.
since its been like that since like the day i was born.
it doesnt really matter to me anymore. im numb to it.
u can scold for all i care. dun believe that im really sick so be it.
wad u wan me do. go ahead n call the stupid polyclinic. do i look
like im scared to u? u dun even noe that im sick now. so wad?
does it matter? wads the point of tellin u? get scolded for being sick?
it serves no purpose in alot of things u tell me to do.
it doesnt mean anything. u juz wan it coz U wan it. everytime home
can be so peaceful as long as u r out. me n dad can joke, can watch tv
together in peace. yes sumtimes dad can be bad tempered. but most of
the times its caused by U, U n U. so wad u noe now that i wasnt feeling
well, all i get was "serve u right."
"thanks alot mum."

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