i feel like i dun understand guys anymore. nt even my own darlin. i feel like a lost sheep tryin to figure out things that used to be familiar.
i duno wad to do anymore. i tried nt to be unhappy abt him goin out. which i did it today n i really wasnt unhappy. i made myself so hyper i started a joke. told him to tel his frens he nt goin. or i tel them for him oso can. i made it obvious tt its a joke by typin haha n hehe. bt its nt at all obvious to him n he dun like the joke. end up quarrellin abt it. bt mayb til nw i stil dun understand y. nvm. its stil a long story. i dun wish to say all out here. he went in the end. guess hes retarded frens muz hav scolded him for being late. which he is very.
im tryin to be nt so upset now. coz i am. i really feel really unhappy. y do we always hav to quarrel abt the same old thing. "him goin out" izzit my fault tt im so unreasonable. or at least i think i am.
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