death of an angel.

each day i stare into the mirror preparing a smile for the day ahead.
each night i stare into the mirror to see sorrows in my eyes.
life's all abt a facade.
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call me crazy...but im thinkin of goin out after dad's aslp again.
i wanna get out. i cant slp. i need the fresh air n the cold wind.
i rather slp outside now. fall aslp at the playground...lookin up into
the sky. wishing sumone comes up behind me n cuddle me tight.
wishful thinkin. sumthings will juz nv happen ever again.

i cry out to god in my heart each night...wishing i could see him.
i wish god is sumone u can see n tok ur heart out to. yes u can tok to
him but if only god can answer. if only god is human.
i wish tears can flow. but tears r dry. i cant cry anymore. i feel so
terrible inside. i try my best to forget but i cant. if only things
din turn out to wad it was. mayb i am happier that way.
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gonna go church tmr. waking up early...seems to be a chore to me now.
anyway, im goin ballet under the stars tmr night. i noe its goin to
be a fantastic night. beautiful dances, beautiful night.
i received a white lily today! its my fav flower...thank u for that lil
surprise n the cakes. =)
my lily is dyin already but i stil love it so much. white lily is the most
beautiful. so pure..so lovely.

this is a death of an angel...

Have i told u lately that i love u?

HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY ? - Rod Stewart

Words and Music by: Van Morrison

Have I Told You Lalety that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

For the morning sun in all it's glory,
Meets the day with hope and comfort too,
You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To The One, to The One.

Have I Told You Lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To The One, to The One.

Have I Told You Lately That I Love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's waht you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

VOTE!!! short or long?

im stil pretty much stuck with my FYP...need to think of a storyline.
which i think abt how to start the story even when im walking in
the streets. hmmm...okies..tts nt gd coz i tend to think n nv see where
im goin. haha. fyp's deadline is 22nd aug. report is oso due then.
so i really should get moving...once storyline is out n pics i wan taken,
its fast n smooth to go...heh...BUCK UP MILDRED! JIA YOU!

my bday celebrations seems nv ending...hahaha...tmr its another one.
i juz celebrated for helen today. heh. i realise i have been home late
almost everyday. actually its everyday. ever since 13th jul..hmm..
anyway, i wanna cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but im hoping to get comments
frm ppl so i'll post up the pic of the hairstyle i wanna cut n ppl, VOTE okies?
to keep my current hairstyle or CUT short...hehe...

this is the hairstyle i wan!
cool right? but yeah...vote between short or long... =)

been seeing sad things happening to my frens. yet i can
do nth to help coz i myself need to let my open wound heal.
well all i can do is try n cheer them up n be there for them.

tonight i realise i was the sacrifice made. interesting how love can
become a sacrifice to work. i realised how lil i am. perhaps im even
smaller than all the tiny ants in his life. so does god fails, or man fails?
i guess i was a huge burden that breaking up seems to be his freedom.
very interesting indeed. im fearful to love again. how true is one's love
for me? i doubt i mean a thing.

-lil sunflower-

The Lake House

i wanna watch The Lake House. its out this thurs...
i really dun wish to miss another show i wanna watch so much again.
dan will u watch with me?