breathe, just breathe

Artist : Anna Nalick
Title :  Breathe (2am)

2 Am and she calls me cause I'm still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.
Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites you're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist
Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made
You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around

2Am and I'm still awake writing this song
If i get it all down on paper it's no lonmger inside of me threaten' the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.

But you can't jump the track
We're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand...yeah breath
Just breathe, ohho breathe,


i prefer the wendi koh version. but this sounds juz as gd. its a really nice song.
one of my fav. n brings back lotsa memories.

pout

y am i so upset?
y am i feeling scared?

i dun even noe how to put my feelings in words. sigh

dad's goin for his eye op tmr at AH. i really hope everything will be fine.
ppl pls keep my daddy in prayers ok?
i cant say i understand wad emotions hes goin thru now. but i guess
i wld be feeling afraid if i was him.

a smile that will last forever

no words can describe the feeling im in now. im simply delighted! absolutely
smiling. no longer frowning. i do understand wad u said n i'll like u to noe frm the
bottom of my heart that i really wish for things to work out.

v for venetta was a great movie. heh. so were the seats, nachos, n the company.
i had fun. really enjoyed myself. hee. been such a long time since i went bt batok.
reminded me of those days when i stil stay near there. those happy times of pri sch.
went to walk ard n i saw rocking horse. haa. sat on it. fun fun. damnit. should hav
taken photo. haha. i sure am retarded. haaa. *gallop gallop. lol

wads past is my past. its the future i look forward to. n im sure of it. =)

fly time fly!

sunday morning i woke up with the kids calling 'mummy', 'daddy'. hee.
carried davy down n deb out of her cot. hee. so they juz walked ard the room.
deb was so cute. she lied on my tummy n smile at me. hee. sweet little girl.
davy was reading a book he borrowed at the lib to me. book was titled '
mildred n sam....' cool! hee. he read to me like reading a bedtime story.
haa. was nice. hee. after lazing in bed for damn long, i gt up. left for church.
i promised to pay attention during service. n i did. tried keeping myself awake
by drawing n writing notes. haaa. i skipped AGM meeting. =p

was suppose to meet hong at 12 at PS. but she gt up late. told me she meeting
kk at 12 at woodlands. fine. mike came down to meet me first. reason being,
12 they haven meet yet! wadeva. they were damn late. mike n i juz sat outside
starbucks until they finally msg sayin meet at orchard. angry. now i gonna walk
there. argh. so....went buy taiwan crispy chicken with lotsa chilli! haa. walked n eat.
they called saying they r at orchard already when we're stil walking. so told them
walk to heeren. BUT...we reach heeren before them! n stil had to wait for those
two slow coaches! argh. angry. they went eat lunch at this jap fast food at the
basement of cine. i cant believe juz next to us was the boss, his wife n an employee.
the boss was practically shouting at the employee! like hello! theres customers la!
n i could hear every word so damn clearly. so stupid. i gt so angry coz we sat there for
almost half an hr n they din stop at all. i started to say really loud 'hello wanna scold scold
behind la. here gt customers. u damn noisy la!' n when we left, we said loudly 'wah lao.
noise pollution' lol. hmm we headed to suntec to shop. was really really B-O-R-I-N-G.
at least i had my fav ice cream! nt i pay. lol. waited for ning to join us then we headed to
clarke quay by cab. by then, my legs were breaking already. sat at tcc, slacked, crapped
until sumone gt hungry. so we left nt knowing where to eat. juz walked. suggested alot of
places, but we end up goin chinatown despite the complaining of FAR at first. haa.
went to the food street in chinatown to hav our dinner. kk ordered two bottles of beer.
so ning, kk n i drank. was really FULL! haa. we decided to go head home at abt 915.
gt on the train, n ning, kk n i wanted to PEE really badly. ahaa. so we gt off n relieved
ourselves. haaa. was really funny if u saw wad we did.
after two days of walking so much, a blister is wad i gt! haa.

today i stayed home. gonna wake up early. was super tired! aircon man said my aircon is
beyond hope. sobz. no aircon for me stil then. *cries! anyway, i gt use to it.
i cant wait for evening to come. hee. time quick FLY! hee.

- i heard sum news frm hong related to mike. i really dun believe wad she say. sigh.
6 yrs hav past since we broke up, hes gt a gf of 4 yrs. i cant believe it. he stil has feelings for....argh.
wad should i do? knowing its really nt possible anymore. we're always be frens n thats that.
i really hope he will think abt his life. listen to hong for wad i tell her r true. stop lying to urself
that it stil may be possible. im sorry. it wun be -