upside down

i wish for a simpler life. a life that i am happy everyday.
does true happiness exist in this world?

i expect too much, i get upset too easily. i love him more than anything.
but....is my love appreciated? does he love me at all?
my life is so full of unanswered questions and it makes me cry.

hanging on

tired out from work. OT is like a daily thing now. its stressful.
body's just dying. having long hrs at work but concentration is
still required no matter how late it is or how tired out you are.
these are just facts of life.

some people complain nonstop, some grumble to themselves n
kept thinking negative. whats the point in all these. at the end of the
day, we still gt to continue doing what we have to, we still have to
finish up wad we have today n come in tmr for another long day.

maybe i've just gotten drilled, therefore hardship at work is just normal to me.
of coz i am tired, but it will all be over once the peak period is over.
Hang on!

2009 greetings

im currently working on Banyan Tree...doing their annual report. for the first time, im handling the project all on my own. my own lil baby...the more i see the pictures of the resorts in all the countries the more i wish i was there...so relaxing n so beautiful...i imagine being there with my bf, just the two of us. romantic dinner by the sea in sunset.






its been a really long time since i blog for real. haha...well 2009 is already here...
a new yr a new love. i hope for things to be better for me this yr. work has been tough.
new colleagues so hard to get along with (SOME). some ppl are just so sensitive n attitude that u wish u can strangle them by the neck n curse they have no frens. thats just how pissed i can get with them sometimes.

i came across some really nice pics online...i wish i have some taken of myself and with him...hee...

lastly, i hope everyone i know will have a great 2009! love u all.

家

稻香lyrics

[稻 香] 詞：周杰倫 曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好