im reallllly down. sth cheered me up a lil. thanks to andrew. it did came at the right time. i would have think its lame if its the wrong time. but thanks.
all thanks to u. im all down now. whole mind is work work work. i think im goin to lose slp again.
honestly, i've kinda reach my boilling point. no reply to questions i ask nvm. last min when i reach u tell me u gt to meet the fucking boss. like AGAIN! bloody shit. y cant u tell me earlier? n u stil dare to tell me to either go eat with others or stay in office. fuck u. if i wanna eat with others y the fuck i make my way back for? n if i wanna stay in office i might as well come back n work the whole fucking day instead!!!!!! i fucking hate it. y am i so dumb. y do i tok to u nicely after being so fucking pissed!? WHY? WHY WHY? i really feel like an idiot. so much that i wanna cry...but y cant i? i fucking hate it.
i feel like a fucking replacement of your boss. when hes nt free, i take over his place to acc u. y is it u can make time to have breakfast or coffee with that boss of urs but nt me? u so dun mind drinking with him till weeeee hours. wad abt me? stay home n wait for u to come home. fuck! sumtimes i juz duno wad u take me as anymore. yeah sure u love me...when u need my help or be your maid la! fucking shit. im tired n drained. i've gt my temper tooo! i hate u sumtimes. ----- you lied to me again.
Over Lyrics Artist:Lindsay Lohan
I watch the walls around me crumble but it's not like I wont build them up again so here's your last chance for redemption So take it while it lasts cause it will end
(bridge) And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus: I can't live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you, honestly tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living It won't be right if we're not in it together tell me that it's over And I'll be the first to go Don't wanna be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you but at the same time you're the heart that I call home I'm always stuck with these emotions and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
(bridge) My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus: I can't live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you, honestly tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living It won't be right if we're not in it together tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go Yeah, I'll be the first to go Don't wanna be the last to know
Over... Over... Over... (bridge) My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus: I can't live without you Can't breathe without you I dream about you, honestly tell me that it's over cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living It won't be right if we're not in it together tell me that it's over tell me that it's over over
Honestly tell me Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over Don't tell me that it's over
its sad. when i thought things could remain the way it was, i was forced to make changes to my lifestyle again. end of this month marks the end of our lil lives after work. its sad its sad. its back to slping alone, living in my lil room, back to my toys to acc me. im going to miss our lil lives. i wish we could have a home together n live together. sigh.
