in love....

being in love is...
an indescribable joy.
a sweet pleasant embrace.
feeling nice to see him come home despite the fact you're home alone for a good 4 hrs.
to have him to wake up to instead of your soft toys.
to have him to hug you to bed.
to have him to tug you back to bed after a bad nightmare.
to have him to listen to your problems.
to have him take care of you when you're too ill to even get out of bed.
to make morning coffee for him.
to have him to laugh at my clumsiness but makes sure i'm ok after.

we share the ups & downs together.
stood by each other thru tough times.
im glad i have you.
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i finally posted my birthday pictures from dungeon.
check them out!
*click pic below.

believing in u

"i wan a hug"
"no. later"
telling myself to not get affected.
im trying.

hearing too much & knowing too much is juz not doin me any good.
i duno wad to do.
i need to trust.
but how?
everything seems so true.
everything she said seems to have had happened to me.
were they really together before?
is he lying to me?

i dun wanna noe so much.
i wish i din noe.
i wish i could stil believe in him like i did.
god help me.
i need to believe.
i need to noe im loved.
am i?
or am i juz another gal that walked into ur life?

im juz a hurt gal sitting in the corner of my own.
drowning in my own sorrow.
drowning in vomit & smoke.
drowning in pills to keep myself alive.
i feel so dead inside me.
i slp in flood of tears, wake up to a pool of tears.
wad should i do now?
did i make a big mistake?
who should i believe in?

blabbering!

i am addicted to miami ink. all thanks to the old man.
tattoo is addictive i heard.
haha...its ART!
i seriously duno wad the hell im toking about. haha.
anyway, im blogging for the sake of blogging.
i DUNO WAD TO SAY!
so many things have happened.
in the office, to ppl close to me, to me.
too much to say n i dun wish to say either.

a pic from my bday at dungeon.
thanks everyone for being there!
except old man. but i had old man alone to celebrate with me. =)
ice cream. i'll never forget the lovely bday u gave me.

quizzes

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?