Especially for U...... *from maymay*

Always stay happi n cheerpy my dearie.. i'm always there for u... Happi Valentine's Day

Mani Huggles.. *maymay*

*ps: posted not by mildred.. but by mi.. may!*

stupid life of mine

sumtimes he make me cry
sumtimes he make me smile
sumtimes he breaks my heart
sumtimes he mend it back

wad do u get when happy times r over?
wad will happen when u no longer love the other?
wad will happen when u finally gave up?

tears...r they meant to flow when u're sad or happy?
even tears duno themselves.
coz they cant be controlled.
when emotions tell u to cry u cry.
but did it occur to u that,
sumtimes when u feel the need to cry out....
but u juz cant cry,
tears juz refused to flow.

sum ppl say love is blind.
is love really blind?
mayb it is, but only for awhile.
only for the times when u're happily in love,
that u cant see any faults in the other.
wad if happy times r gone?
is love stil blind?
or do u open up ur eyes to see clearly.
is it stil so-called love?

wad is love? i feel like i no longer am able to answer that question.
for the two person i loved dearly,
broke my heart the most.
i feel dumb, i feel stupid. to allow myself to be hurt over n over again.
i juz feel like goin to sumwhere i duno anyone. mars? moon?
i juz wanna be alone. i dun wanna be hurt again.
i hate to mend my broken heart so many times.
i hate to cry.
i hate to be unable to control my feelings.

y is it the man i love most always wanna hurt me?
y is it he always wanna break my heart?
how many times does he wan me to mend this broken heart?

im so tired. so tired of many things.
i hate my life.

long passed cny...

a collage i did with sum of the pics from cny.
i noe its long past. heh but i was damn lazy to blog.
so here it is now.

wishes

someone said in his blog that he's never ever loved but merely needed.
i think i should be the one saying this 'im never ever loved but merely
there when needed.'
heck abt today. it was nice havin sumone else there though ur very own bf
hecked abt u. it was nice crying out all the unhappiness kept in my heart today.
sitting alone at national lib wasnt that bad.

dreams...r they meant to be fulfilled? wads the price to pay to fulfill it?